Demon Inside(girlxgirl)

Chapter 7

Still March 18th 

My mother was still talking to me, I just nodded at the right moments when my doctor came in. She told my mother to leave so she can talk to me privately. My mother kissed my forehead and left the room. The doctor locked the door and closed the blinds. 

"Ava. I know you are eighteen and went through a lot the last several weeks. It breaks my heart to tell you that..." She didn't finish her sentence and looked into my eyes and held my hand. She took in a breath before continuing. "You are pregnant." 

I think my heart stopped for a moment. I looked at her like she was a hallucination. She did not say I am pregnant. Right? She must be on something. 

"Ava. You okay?" I felt her hands on my shoulder. I noticed I wasn't breathing. I gasped for air and the doctor laid me down telling me to think of things around the room. I listen to her and after moments later I could breathe again. 

"What was that?" I asked her. 

"That was a panic attack. Let's let this sink in without anymore panic attacks." I nodded my head. She sat with me and held my hand. Her hand felt nice holding mine, it didn't make me want to jump out this room and kill myself. She was warm and cozy. 

"Does anyone know about this besides you?"

"No. I am the only one until you tell someone. If you want the baby." I snatched her hand away from her and wrapped them around my torso. 

"I don't want it." 

"Are you sure?"

"I don't want it."

"If you don't want it does that mean adoption?"

"I don't want it at all. I want an abortion." 

"Okay then. It's your decision." I was surprise she didn't judge me. I didn't make any facial expressions. 

She told me that I will have to come see her again and make an appointment. She left after that. I laid back into the soft pillow and stared up at the ceiling. I still couldn't believe I was pregnant. I am an eighteen girl trying to finish her senior year and start her life out of high school. But no I get shit thrown at me. I get raped, have my bullying turn physical and now I am pregnant. 

I know who the father is. He was the only guy I had sex with, if you want to call it sex, more like rape. He attacked me and took my virginity. I don't want his baby. I could never love that baby. It will only make me remember that night, my innocence was taken. Just no thanks but I am not having that baby. 

I closed my eyes when they got heavy and I fall asleep. My nightmares came back to me. This time it was about me keeping the baby and it grew up as a rapist and serial killer. 

I woke up with a cold sweat and my heart beating a mile per minute. I looked at the clock.

3 o clock in the afternoon. 

I guess I won't be sleeping anytime soon. 

March 21

I was released from the hospital feeling a lot better physically. My doctor told me she didn't want to see me again here for another injury. I smiled at her and told her to take care of herself. She nodded and I was out of that hospital quicker than lightening.

My mother drove me back home and I ran inside. I didn't get to see Colton while I was in the hospital. My parents said it would be more traumatic for him to see his sister in the hospital again. 

My baby brother came running to me with a big happy smile. I bent down and let him jump into my arms. 

"I missed you sissy!" He hugged me tighter with his little arms. I smiled against his neck. I didn't care he was crashing my still healing stomach. I have missed his warmth and pure innocence aura. I breathed him in and hugged him back. 

We unbraced and I gripped my hands on his shoulder, looking right in his eyes. 

"I've missed you too, my little angel. What have you been doing without me?"

"I didn't do anything special without you, Ava! I've only gone to school and didn't go see Tessa. I didn't wanna go without you." He told me truthfully. 

"Well that's good to hear. We can go see Tess together when ever you want to."

"Can we go tomorrow?"

"Sure. That would be better for me. I am really tired and going straight to bed." 

"Can I sleep with you?" 

I couldn't help with the huge grin on my face. I nodded and he jumped with joy and raced up the stairs to my room. I followed after him and we dove under the covers together in my bed. I had my arms wrapped around his torso, cuddling him into my chest. 

It was around 8 o clock pm when we finally fall asleep. I had no dreams or nightmares surprisingly. 

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