Songs I Write | VIII

Bearer

I'd hate to be the bearer of bad news
So I'll just shut up in the corner of my room
You can judge me if you want to
I would too if I knew myself through your eyes
The number of friends I still talk to's depleting
There's nothing worse competing, perhaps just this feeling
You can judge me if you want to
I would too if I grew resentment for the laugh of life

I'm tired
All of this is tired
So half full
Till you're tired of incessant push and pull
I'm tired
All of me is tired
So half-cut
I wanna feel whole but I'm tired

I'd hate to be the bearer of bad news
So I'll just shut up in the corner of my room
You can judge me if you want to
I would too if I knew myself through your eyes
The picket fence dream is too much to chase
If I'm gonna be real I may as well lose face
You can judge me if you want to
I would too, it's true there's not much I can take

I'm tired
All of this is tired
So half full
Till you're tired of incessant push and pull
I'm tired
All of me is tired
So half-cut
I wanna feel whole but I'm tired

I'd hate to be the bearer of bad news
So I'll just shut up in the corner of my room
You can judge me if you want to
I would too if I knew myself through your eyes

Love is a lie but if so then what am I?
Love is a lie but if so then what am I?
Love is a lie but if so then what am I?
Love is a lie but if so then what am I?
Love is a lie but if so then what am I?
Love is a lie but if so then what am I?
Love is a lie but if so then what am I?
Love is a lie, love is a lie

I'm tired
All of this is tired
So half full
Till you're tired of incessant push and pull
I'm tired
All of me is tired
So half-cut
I wanna feel whole but I'm tired