Songs I Write | VIII

Like A Nesting Doll

I threw a fit once more
When you looked over me, to the door
I barely stand it to be yours
As exhilarating as unsure

I threw your phone and pulled a plug
You threw a smirk, instigating and so smug
I ran to the bathroom to find solace there
But found only a mirror reflecting my despair

So I break down
Hope nobody nears
The little girl in my mind appears
When I break down
Hope nobody hears
The little girl in my mind is here

I scream my words to no avail
Tired of words which won't prevail
And of cycles, to which I ail
I fail

I took your key but it didn't work
You left anyway and I'm left to hurt
I ran to the bathroom to find solace there
But found only a mirror and its glare

So I break down
Hope nobody nears
The little girl in my mind appears
When I break down
Hope nobody hears
The little girl in my mind in tears

I never wanted you to see me cry
I never wanted you to watch me die
I never wanted you to be alive
I never wanted you, don't even try
I made up my mind, this is forever me
I made it this far, can't buried things stay buried?
I made up my mind, this is the best I can be
I made it this far, I don't need it, I don't need

I ran to the bathroom to find solace
But found only a mirror

So I break down
So I break down
So I break down
So I break

I break down
Hope nobody nears
The little girl in my mind
When I break down
Hope nobody hears
The little girl in my mind