Songs I Write | VIII

Sole Regret

Saved me from jumping off of a ledge
I jumped into your arms instead
You reasoned with me till monitors read
I couldn't be saved, not just yet
I know you loved me when we first met
Insisted insanity was shared
Between us, we could've conquered it
But I was scared, honey, my soul regrets

Watching me leave
Sends your heart into a frenzy
Took some hurt, heavy
Like my breath, fatally
But will you grieve?
Grieve me at least
At some cemetery
My tombstone, marked with words which repeat

Please
Please
Please
Please

Save me from jumping off of a ledge
I can't keep living shaking on the edge
You exposed your gun, put it to my head
I wish to unrecall the worst I said
Just this one sin till eternal rest
Am I too much now to digest?
I misjudged my skill to manifest
Now you don't care except to detest

Watching your enmity
Sends my heart into a frenzy
Dug up earth, dug me deep
Like my breath, fatally
But will you grieve?
Grieve me at least
At some cemetery
My tombstone, marked with words which repeat

Please
Please
Please
Please

All I ever had intended to do for you was
Please
Please
I've never felt so wounded, praying before sleep
Please
Please
Total disregard for the woman that you loved
Please
Please
Remember who I was when remembering me
Please

I watched you leave
Sent my heart into a frenzy
Took my worth with the keys
Like my breath, fatally
But will you grieve?
Grieve me at least
At some cemetery
My tombstone, marked with words which repeat

Please
Please
Please
Please
Please
Please
Please
Please

Saved you from jumping off of a ledge
When I went to hold you, you'd turned your head
I was confused, maybe I misread
You told me you just wanted it to end
I cried because it must have been meant
You don't love me like when we first met
Between us, we could've conquered it
But you aren't all there, honey, my sole regret

My sole regret