I'm just a teacher (Never fall in love with a young thug pt 2)

Chapter 20

(June's p.o.v)

"Babe what's wrong? You ain't touched your food," Sean said as he quickly placed a fork full of mashed potatoes in his mouth. "I tried to make tonight special,".

I scrunched up my face in disgust and dismay. "Sean, we have to talk,".

He glanced at me, a Confused smirk on his face. He stopped eating, using a napkin to wipe his mouth.

"About what?".

"I think we should take a break,".

His eyes widened. "June, I haven't spoke to her or seen her in two months,".

I sighed. "Sean it's not that. I just....we just..... look Sean we both want different things in life and I just don't wanna be stringed along anymore.....,".

Again, his eyes widened in disbelief. "Are you breaking up with me?".

I snickered a little, instantly I stopped once I looked over at Sean and saw a serious grim look on his face.

"Look Sean we were never technically dating. And I said we needed a 'break'," I said, reaching across the table to grab his hands.

"For what? I thought we were doing fine?".

"Sean you didn't do anything wrong, I just need some space to get my head toge-,".

"Who's the Nigga June?".

I furrowed my eyebrows. "Excuse me?".

"I just wanna know who the Nigga is, cuz I know damn well he don't look better than me, he don't treat you better than me, and he damn sure don't fuck you better than me,".

"You know what, take me home," I mumbled as I pushed my seat back and stood, making my way to Sean's front door.

He scraped his chair back quickly, walking beside me as I made my way to the door.

"Look June I'm sorry. I just don't understand why all of a sudden you want a break. And I didn't even do anything this time," He shrugged.

"I love you Sean, I really do. But I can't keep playing house. I want the real thing. I want a family, and it's obvious that that's not what you want," I explained.

Sean just stood there, with his hand on the doorknob.

"Look," He sighed, placing his thumb and index finger on his temple. "You know I don't want anymore kids,".

"Sean you've been saying that same corny ass line for three years,".

"Look I got work in the morning, let's talk about this tomorrow,".

"No, I wanna talk about this now, why don't you wanna have kids with me?" I asked seriously, getting closer to him.

He grabbed my shoulders, stopping me from getting any closer to him.

"June I'm tired, let me take you home,".

"SEAN WHAT THE FUCK! JUST TELL ME WHY YOU DON'T WANT TO HAVE KIDS WITH ME!" I screamed angrily, becoming aggravated with Sean giving me the same excuse over and over again without any valid explanation.

He looked taken aback by my outburst.

"June I suggest you just let me take you home because you're not going to like my response,".

I turned to look at him. "Tell me,".

"I don't wanna have kids with you because I don't know how long I'm gonna be with you. There. I said it. You're happy?".

I stood there quietly. My body became numb and pressure built up in my skull. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to scream at him, or maybe even hit him. But I couldn't. I felt a single tear stray down my cheek.

"Look June, I'm sorry okay. I didn't mean it like that. I'm sorry," He approached me with wide arms as if he was going to give me a hug.

Instinctively I raised my hand up and slapped him across his face. He held his cheek and stepped back.

He glared at me menacingly for a couple of seconds before he spoke.

"Bye June,".

"Fuck you Sean," I murmured before I attempted to walk out his front door but immediately I was pulled back by my hair. Sean's lips were by my ear.

"Fuck me right now," He teased before softly licking my ear.

I went to pull my hair from his grip, but he pulled my head back until I was tumbling back into his apartment. He kicked the door close.

"Sean take me home right now," I said seriously, crossing my arms across my chest.

He approached me, grabbing my hips before ducking down to kiss my neck. "C'mon June I didn't mean that. I'm sorry alright?".

As he kissed my neck I felt his hands touch the exposed skin that my half shirt revealed. His hands moved lower, reaching the button on my jeans. He unloosened it with ease, reaching into my jeans. I pulled away, again glaring at him.

"Sean I'm not fucking you, take me home. I'm not kidding,".

He smirked, his hands reaching for my waist again. He gripped my waist tighter and went back to kissing my neck but this time he was more rough.
"Get off!" I wiggled as he held me tighter, biting my neck hard. "Sean! Stop!".

My knee flew up and hit him right In between his knees, causing him to push me back agressively and kneel down in excruciating pain.

"AHH, FUCK! FUCKING BITCH!".

I stood up, rubbing my back as I did.

"Sean I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do-,".

"Just get the fuck out June," He muttered through gritted teeth.

"I need a ride,".

"Fuck you, walk home bitch,".

"Sean, are you fucking kidding me? I live 30 minutes from here by walking. And it's raining!".

"I don't give a fuck, you should of thought about that before you kneed me. Now get the fuck out," He uttered before he limped pass me, holding his crotch in his hand.

I stood there silently before I left Sean's apartment, instantly the rain started to pour down on me getting me soaking wet. I walked, and walked, and walked. Passing familiar sceneries that insinuated I was almost home. My nose began to ache as the bandage around it became soaked. The tears that feel from my eyes mixed with the rain. As I approached a nearby store I dropped my head as I walked inside. I stopped at the counter.

"Can I get a roll of a bandage?".

The man grabbed a bandage and placed it on the counter. I pulled out wet pieced of money and I heard the man make a disgusted groan when he had to touch the wet money.

"AYY MAN I TOLD YOU I BEAT THE PUSSY UP, SHE WAS WALKING FUNNY RIGHT?" A boy obnoxiously yelled as he approached the same counter I was at. I quickly grabbed my bandage and tried to leave the store only to run into someone's hard chest. I looked up quickly, coming face to face with August.

"Damn, you Iight?".