do you feel the same? ft. kareena

chapter 5

At the exit of hospital

hm noticed ks was very silent so she asked" kya hua ks aap theek to h na"

(What happened ks, u okay na?)

" ji ms hum theek h, bs thoda thak gye h or bs soch rhe h ki kaise un ladkiyo ko band krke rkha h, kya haalat ho rhi hogi unki, or kaise hum is gang ko pakdein"

(Yes ms, I'm fine, just tired nd also thinking about how those girls are hostage, in what condition they would be nd how to catch this gang)

" ji hum samjh rhe h, hum b yhi soch me h ...pr pahle chaliye kuch kha lete h, aapne dinner nhi kia h uske baad hum hamare Ghar jakr planning krte h qnki ye raat to lg rha kafi lambi jaegi"

(Yes, i understand, I'm thinking the same, but first let's eat something, we haven't had dinner yet, after that we'll go to my house nd do planning, coz I think this night will be longer)

" ji ms pr pahle hum Amma ko bta de ki humara intezar na kre or khaana kha le"

(Ok ms, but first lemme call amma to not wait for me nd have dinner)

" ji tb tk hum SS se bolte h aisi location dekhne k liye jhn railway track ho or unhe case k baare me b thoda brief kr denge"

(Okay, till then i will tell SS to find any location where railway stations are nearby, i also brief her about the case)

ks and hm called pj and ss and told them about the case.

Hm now was riding the bike again and

ks sit behind her like before and thought " ms kitni asaani se hamara gussa shaant kr deti h, agar wo nhi hoti to ab tk to hum jwalamukhi (volcano) bnkr ghoom rhe hote, sach me agar ms Hamari jindagi me na hoti to hamara kaa hota"

(Ms can easily calm my anger, if she wasn't here with me then I would be roaming around like a volcano, really if ms would be in my life, then I don't know where I would be in my life)

As she was thinking this she tightly hugged hm by her waist and closed her eyes, here  was smiling by this.

They soon reached to a dhaba. They found a place to sit and ordered their food. They were silently eating their food and enjoying the cool Breeze. They know that it's not important to always talk,  They were enjoying each other's presence in silence. After finishing their food hm noticed somethingnear ks's lips.

" ks aapke face pr shayad kuch lga hua h"

(Ks, i think there is something on ur face)

" kahan ms"

(Where)

" yhn" hm pointed towards ks lips, but ks didn't understand hm again tried but still she didn't.

(There)

At the end hm said " rukiye hum hi saaf kr dete h" hm touched her index finger near ks lower lip .

(Wait, lemme remove it)

Ks was feeling something different from the touch which she wasn't supposed to but couldn't help herself. As hm met ks eyes they both were lost in their eyes. Theirs heartbeats were increased. The difference was just one knew the reason and the other didn't. They weren't realising but they were slowly leaning towards each other and were only inches away from each other's faces.

Suddenly a glass fell which broke their eye contact. They jerked away from each other when they regained their consciousness and realised what was gonna happen. It was the first time when it was awkwardness bw them but they were also blushing.

Hm said " hum bill pay krke aate h ,fir chalte h yhn se " ks was still lost in her thoughts, nodded her head.

(I am going to pay the bill, then we will go)

Ks was thinking " ye kya hua tha abhi or hamara Dil itni zor se qn dhadak rha h, aisa pahle to kbhi nhi lga hume ms k saath. Kya hum unhe kis---...nhi nhi ye hum kya soch rhe h hum shaadi shuda h bhale hi wo fir wo shaadi... Nhi abhi ye samay nhi h or ms ,woh to dost h hamari or senior b h hum unki bht respect krte h...  wo b hamari tarah ek ladki h kya sach me hum unhe kis-...... nhi nhi Ye kya soch rhe h hum ms k baare me ,nhi Aisa kuch nhi hua h, lgta h hum sach me Aaj jyada thak gye h..haan yhi baat h tbhi hamara dimag kharab ho gya h"

(What just happened, why my heart is beating so fast, i didn't felt this way before with ms, so why now, was i going to kis---, no no, what I'm even thinking, I'm married, though this marriage is-, no this is not the right time to think about all this, but ms is my friend nd senior too, i respect her a lot, but she's also a girl like me, was i really going to kis---, no, why I'm thinking like this about ms, okay so nothing happened, so don't worry, seems like I'm really tired, yes it really is, my brain is not working because of the tiredness)