do you feel the same? ft. kareena

chapter 59

"Kya kaha tune?"

As soon as hm heard this voice, she turned her head nd found her ammi standing in the kitchen behind her, now she remembered when she entered the house, the door was already unlocked and lights of the main hall were on too, and this only happens when her mother was there, she was shocked to say the least, how could she didn't notice this, now her brain was like, it went on a vacation to make up any excuse for ammi's question.

Although she was tired from the overwork, but when she saw her mother, her tiredness suddenly got converted into anxiety nd fear.
She maintains her composure and tries to dodge the question "Ammi aap yhn, aap kb aai? Or aapne hume bataya b nhi"

"M kya tujhe yhn dikh nhi rhi, or ye kya mtlb ki aapne bataya nhi, meri marzi m kbhi b aa skti hu...pr baat Mt taal, ye bta kon h ye ladka jisse tu pyar krti h, or tune mujhe pahle qn nhi bataya ki tu kisi se pyaar krti h, m kya pagal hu jo tere liye itne ladke yunhi dekhe ja rhi thi, m to tere liye na jane kitne rishton ki baat krke aa rhi hu, pr chal jaane de, un logo to m mana kr hi dungi"

Hm again tried to change the topic nd said "arey yr ammi abhi to hum aaye h, or aate hi aap ye shaadi or rishton ki baat krne lagi, hum baad me baat krte h na is baare me"

"Arey aise kaise baad me baat krte h, Teri shaadi to mere liye sabse jyada important topic h, mera b to sapna h ki m apni beti ko dulhan k roop me dekhu, or jb tere bachhe honge to m unke saath khelu, to baat to abhi or isi waqt hogi, or vaise b mujhe b to pta hona chahiye na ki ladka kaisa h, pariwar kaisa h, tbhi to baat aage badhegi na"

At the mention of all this, hm was feeling bad nd got even more nervous as she didn't know how her mother is going to react after knowing the truth, but she knew she had to tell her ammi at some point.

Ammi continued "or jb baat aage badhegi tbhi to shadi tk pahunchegi"

Hm now get a little irritated by ammi's words and her next words came out of her mouth without thinking "ammi hum nhi kr skte kisi se b shaadi, or na hi kise ladke se pyar krte h"

Ammi looked at hm for her outburst , she then made a sarcastic face and said "to ye 'I love u baby' kya tu yunhi hawa me bol rhi thi"

Saying this ammi went from there and got settled on the sofa in the living room, hm followed her with slow steps but remained stood, and didn't utter a single word in the reply.

Ammi looked at her daughter's state nd said "ab kuch bol qn nhi rhi, Khair agar tujhe koi pasand nhi h to tu ye photo dekh, tujhe inme se koi na koi zaroor pasand aaega" saying this ammi start to pick up the photos of suitors which she already kept on the table, she was waiting for hm to come home so that she can show the photos to hm.

Hm thought, it's now or never, she chose to tell about her relationship now, she couldn't hid the truth from ammi forever, but didn't know how to start, she was fiddling with her fingers, it was like she lost her whole confidence like she was not herself at all, she stuttered "w-wo am- ammi hum"

Ammi asked while looking at the 'perfect suitor' for hm "ab ye wo wo kya kr rhi h, bol b ho bolna h"

"Ammi h-hum karte h kisi se p-pyaar"

Ammi asked getting irritated and dropped the photo on the table, now looking at hm, she said "Abhi to bol rhi thi ki nhi krti pyar, or ab bol rhi h ki krti h, kehna kya chahti h tu, agar ladke se pyar nhi krti to kya ladki se karti h?" ammi said sarcastically, but she didn't know what she was saying in sarcasm was actually the truth.

Hm shut her eyes nd nodded her head.

Ammi stared at hm blankly and blinked her eyes, "ab ye aise gardan(neck) hilaane ka kya mtlb h"