do you feel the same? ft. kareena

chapter 55

"Kya aapko hume kuch batana h" these words started ringing in ks's ears as soon as these words left from PJ's mouth. She didn't know what pj meant, but praying to god it wasn't what she thought it could be, she was trying so hard not to overthink the situation.

Ks locked her phone and looked at pj beside her, she tried to calm down her palpitating heart nd compose herself nd saw PJ's face, but pj wasn't looking at her, she was staring at tv blankly, the pj whose face always show playfulness, now wasn't showing any ounce of this trait of hers. PJ's face was so stone-like that no words escaped from ks's mouth for a minute.

Ks clutched her phone tightly nd took a breath nd said "ka-kaa mtlb, amma...h-hume kaa batana hoga" ks nervously chuckled nd scratched her right eyebrow.

"Sach me?" pj was now face to face with ks, ks gulped down, her palms started to sweat, she couldn't think of any excuse she could give at that time, her demenonur was completely different from her 'bhaukaali' image right now.

"Ama amma aap b kaa baat lekr baith gyi, aap bhi na, aap dekhiye apna serial, hum sone hi ja rhe h" ks thought, better to face this situation, why not escape it, she also knew tv was only playing in background but it didn't have any of PJ's attention.

Ks lifted herself from sofa nd started to move towards her room, pj looked at her back, ks thought she saved herself from this situation when pj said something which halted ks's every moment nd frozed her on the spot.

"To fir kuch dino se MS raat me hamare ghar qn aa rhi h?"

Horror was written all over ks's face now, ks turned her head to look at pj but pj was staring at the wall in front of her, ks was speechless, she didn't know what to say nd how pj knew this?

"A-am amma wo-?"

"Kuch b bolne se pahle se ek baat sun lijiye, hume sirf sach sunna h, qnki agar aap ye kahne wali h ki joi secret case ya mission wagera h to hume pta h aisa kuch nhi h, qnki kisi secret mission ya case ka discussion aap yhn to nhi karengi, or agar krti b to MS itne dino tk yhn nhi aati, or ab agar aap ye soch rhi h to hume kaise pta chala, to hume nhi lgta ki abhi ye itna zaruri h"

Pj came to know about it,  when at night she went in the kitchen to take water, she saw hm's car from kitchen's window, and also coz of the very famous perfume of hm, it's smell was lingering in ks's room when pj went to take something from ks's room the next day. Just like that she soon started to notice things in mpt too.

Now, Ks moved towards pj, nd sat on the floor in front of her, she bowed her head, she knew it was time to tell pj the truth, the thing she can only hope is that pj would understand the situation nd her relationship with hm.

Ks took PJ's hand in her hand nd took deep breath, she started to say "amma hume nhi pta ki aap kya sochne wali h pr hum bs itni umeed krte h ki aap apni hume samjhne ka koshish karengi, amma hum- " ks took one more deep breath nd said it in one go.
"Amma hum or ms ek doosre se pyar krte h"

As soon as these words escaped from ks's mouth, pj shut her eyes for a moment coz little did she know what was going on between her ex-daughter in law nd madam sir.

She took her hands away from ks's hands grasp, ks's eyes started to welled up by PJ's this movement.

Pj didn't say anything for a while, she opened her mouth nd said "Kya ye b ek or wajah h ki aapne hamare lalla ko talaak dia" pj accused ks.

Ks looked at PJ's face nd said "amma aap ye kaise kah skti h, aap ache se janti h ki hum aisa nhi kr skte, hamara talaak k kafi samay baad ms or hum saath aaye hain, or hume pta b nhi tha ki hum kbhi ms se pyar krne lagenge"

Pj sighed nd said "sach kahe to agar hamari khud ki beti agar humse ye bolti to shayad hume yakeen nhi hota, pr hum aapko b ache se jante h or madam sir ko b, aap dono kbhi kuch aisa nhi karengi, pr rhi baat aap dono k rishte ki to hume samay chahiye, humare liye ye swikaar (accept) krna aasaan nhi h, or vaise b aapko hamari manjoori ki khn zarurat h, isliye hi to aapne hume ek baar b bataane k baare me nhi socha" pj said the last part bitterly, which made ks's tears to roll down on her cheeks.