do you feel the same? ft. kareena

chapter 38

" kaa bolna h, jldi boliye"

" hum kehna chahte h ki kya tum hume doosra mauka de skti ho, hum rita or uske bachhe ki poori zimmedari utha lenge, bachhe ki padhai se lekr uski saari zaruraton tk, or vaise b rita or hamare beech jo kuch hua wo sirf hamari ek galti thi, hum aaj b tumse hi pyar krte h, hum jante h hum maafi k layak to nhi h, pr hum bs tumse doosra mauka maang rhe h, hum kbhi tumse jhagda nhi karenge, kbhi tum pr kisi baat ka dabav (pressure ) nhi banaenge pr hume bs ek mauka dedo fir hume amma ko b kuch bataane ki zarurat nhi padegi, jo jaisa chal rha tha sb kuch vaisa hi rahega, hum tumhare jaisa life partner apni zindagi se khona nhi chahte, or jo tumne hamare liye kia h usse to hume yhi lgta h ki tum b hume ek mauka or mauka dena chahti ho" as soon as hm listened this, she left the thana nd ks stood there shocked.

Ks recovered from her shock nd said "humne aapko pahle b kaha tha ki ye sb humne sirf Amma k liye kia tha, or kho to aap hume tb hi chuke the jb humne divorce papers pr sign kiye the, pr aapke liye ye kahna kitna asaan h ki jo kuch hua aapki galti thi pr jb wo bacha is duniya me aaega tb wo b fir apne astitva (existence) ko galti hi samjhega, to uska kya, rhi baat aapko doosra mauka Dene ki to hum aapko mauka nhi de skte, hum khush h jaise b h, or hume nhi lgta ki hamara rishta Amma k saath itna kamzor h ki ek rishta tootne se hamara maa beti wala rishta khatam ho jaye, isliye aap poori tarah se rita or uske bachhe ko apni zindagi me apnaiye qnki jitna wo rita ka h utna aapka b hoga or apni zindagi me aage badhiye" ks turned her neck back to look at hm, but she didn't saw her, she turned back nd said "hamare khayal se ab aapko aapka jawab mil gya hoga, ab hume  chalna chahiye"

Lalla got disappointed listening the answer of ks, ks started to left the thana to search for hm when he stopped her saying "kya tumhari zindagi me koi or aa gya h".

ks looked at him nd said "hamare khayal se ab aapko kuch b farq nhi padna chahiye ki hamari zindagi me kon h or kon nhi, aap ye adhikar (right) poori tarah se kho chuke h, hume der ho rhi h, hum chalte h or ab aap b ghar k nikaliye" listening ks, lalla thought that he had lost ks completely.

Ks left the thana, she knew that hm wouldn't be at her home, she had an idea that where hm could be, she ride her bike to that place.

Here, hm was at the place where she took ks for their date nd long drive but today's weather was different from other two nights, it was clearly depicting hm's mood, all cloudy nd ready to rain. Hm didn't had the courage to listen ks's answer, though her answer could also be in favour of hm's but she thought if ks would chose lalla's side then she wouldn't have to leave pj nd she would also not have to face the difficulty of their relationship. Ks could easily got settled in her life nd would be able to live her life as before. All her insecurities were at peak, she didn't felt but her eyes got welled up nd her tears were dripping from her eyes. It also started to rain after some time, hm heard bike's engine sound, she didn't have to turn she already knew who was that person.

She thought ks came there to end their relationship, ks approached hm but before hm could say anything, hm turned towards ks nd said "hum jaante h aapko kya kehne aayi h, koi baat nhi"

ks frowned her eyebrows nd said "hase-" but hm interrupted her

"hum samjh skte h ks, aapko kuch kahne ki zarurat nhi h, hum jante h humare rishte ko aage bht si mushkilon ka saamna krna padta isliye aap apni puraani zindagi me wapas Jana chahti h na, or pj b to h jinhe aap apni maa samaan maanti h, isliye aap yhn hamara rishta khat-"

ks hold hm through her arms tightly but not enough to hurt her, nd this time ks interrupted hm nd said "bsss...itna hi bharosa h kaa aapko apne pyar pr, aapko kaa lgta h ki hamara pyar aapke liye bs ek daur (phase) tha , jo jb chahe shuru hua or jb chahe khatam, aapko pta b h aap hamari zindagi ka wo hissa h jiski Kami hamare jeevan me hamesha se thi, aap is adhoori ks ko poora krti h haseena, hamare hasne ki wajah aapse h, hamare dil me dhadkan aapke wajah se h, to kaise hum aapko kho skte h, hum jee hi nhi skte aapke bina, or rhi baat mushkilon ki to hum dono k pyar me itni takat h ki hum kisi b mushkil se ladd ske" ks eyes also got teared up, rain droplets were dripping from their faces but they could easily tell the difference between their tears nd the rain droplets.

Hm smiled seeing the ray of hope for their lovestory " mtlb aapne-"

"Ji haan, hum pj k lalla ko koi mauka nhi Dene Wale, hum khush h, pr aapke saath, or aapke saath hi hum apni baki zindagi bitana chahte h" hm cupped ks's cheeks nd captured Ks's lips after hearing this, she had no bounds of happiness, her all the insecurities vanished in the kiss, now hm knows that they are inseparable, she could trust ks with her whole heart, nd ks would never hurt her.

They both hold each other through their waist nd kissed softly in the rain, their lips were moving in a perfect sync, they could felt the softness of their lips, they filled every void in their heart from these past days with their kiss, it was a perfect kiss, no rush only love, It was like they were trying to tell each other that what other matters in their life.

They ended their kiss nd joined their forehead , their eyes were still closed, ks opened her eyes slowly nd cupped hm's face nd said " hamare khayal se aapke aadhe sawal to abhi hi khatam ho gye honge, ab to aapko pta chal gya na ki hume aapse koi b door nhi kr skta, ab hum sirf hum aapke h, zindagi bhar k liye, I love u haseena"

Hm smiled widely nd said "Ji, ab hume ache se pta chal gya, I love u too Karishma for forever, or hum b sirf aapke h" hm tooks ks's hand nd kissed the back of ks's hands.
Hm continued nd said " pr ab chaliye nhi to aapko sar-" before she could complete her sentence ks sneezed 'aachhooo'. "-di ho jaegi, lijiye ye to ho b gyi, chaliye jldi se Ghar chalte h, warna aap or bimar ho jaengi"

Ks shivered due to cold nd said " ji chaliye".

They both left the place nd reached hm's house soon.