Ks and hm were still in the living room in the same hugging position, ks also rested her head on hm's chest, hm was combing her hair with her fingers in a caring manner.
Hm was lost in her thoughts thinking "pta nhi qn, pr ks ne jitni b baatein batai ,unme hume kuch na kuch missing lg rha h. Pr ks k end se nhi, shayad lalla ks se kuch chupa rhe ho, qnki jb hum kisi se wakai sachhi mohabbat krte h to use hume choose krne k liye nhi bolte wo ek tarah se selfishness h , khaas kr ki un cheezon me jo hamare partner k bht azeez ho h jaise ks k liye unki wardi, hum bs apne partner ko khush dekhna chahte h, hum samjhte h ki unki b kuch expectations rhi hongi pr aisa lg h jaise unhe pahle se pta tha ki ks apni wardi hi chunengi. us time ks vaise b bht pareshan thi, Agar unhe sach me apna rishta bachana tha to unhe ks ko samjhaane ki koshish krni chahiye thi , unki madad krni chahiye thi, Unhe sanyam se kaam Lena chahiye tha ,na ki is kadar ks ki state ko dekhkr impulse me decision Lena chahiye tha...lgta h hum is baare me zarurat se jyada soch rhe hain, hahhh..but being a police officer surely affects our personal life"
(I don't why, but after listening ks, it seems like there is something missing, but not from ks's end, maybe lalla is hiding something from ks, coz when we really love someone, we don't tell to choose, especially in the things which matters to them the most, we only think about our partner's happiness nd want to see the smile on their face, i understand he had some expectations from her too but it doesn't mean that he would've have to give up on her, infact it seems like he already knew that ks would chose her duty over him, he also knew that ks was so disturbed at that time, she wasn't thinking rationally, he should had tried to made her understand, nd saved their relationship, he needed to think calmly not to take the decision impulsively,...maybe I'm thinking too much, hahhh.. being a police officer really affects ur life)
" vaise ks, kya pj ko-" she started to say but she was that ks was sleeping peacefully in her arms. " arey ye to so gyi, inhe hum room me Sula dete h" she thought and took ks in her arms.
(By the way ks, does pj -)
(Ohh, she has fallen asleep, i shud make her lie in the room"
Ks's hot breath were fanning hm's neck as she snuggled more into hm. "Urghh...ks" hm got goosebumps as ks's nose slightly touched her neck.
Hm took ks to ammi's room and made her gently laid on the bed. She covered her with blanket and started to ho from there but she felt a pull in her wrist. She turned nd saw that ks held her wrist.
Ks was mumering in her sleep. She closely listened to what ks's saying "ms pls ruk jaiye hume aapke saath sukoon hone sa milta h" even though she knew ks was saying this in her sleep, it made hm smiled brightly.
(Ms, pls stay, I feel comfort with u)
" hum thodi der to ruk hi skte h" hm said to herself and sat on the bed and started to stroke ks's hair. " Hum wada krte h aapse ks, hum hamesha aapke saath rahenge, bhale hi fir hum hamesha aapke dost bnkr qn na rhe" she kissed ks's forehead and goes from there to her room after sometime.
(I guess I can stay for a while,...... I promise u ks, I'll always be with u, even if I have to remain as friend only)
In morning, ks's woke with the aroma of breakfast and tea. She freshened up and go in the Kitchen. She saw that hm was humming some music and making breakfast. Hm's this carefree attitude put a smile ks's face as she always saw hm being behaved as a mature person.
"good morning ms"
"gm ks, aapko sone me koi pareshani nhi hui na, mtlb aapke haath me dard to nhi h?"
(U didn't had any problem while sleeping right? Means don't u have pain in ur arm?)
" nhi ms, hum bilkul chaukas h, pr hum to yhn couch pr the fir room me kb gye"
(No ms, I'm extremely fine, but i remember i slept at couch, then when I went to the room?)
" ohh wo aap so gyi thi to humne aapko room me Sula dia tha, ab aaiye breakfast kr lijiye warna thanda ho jaega or fir hume thaane b jaana h" when hm said this to ks, hm remembered previous night moments nd smiled to herself.
(Ohh, yes u did but i took u to the room, now eat breakfast or it will get cold, I also need to go to the station)
" ji ms" they were eating breakfast silently when ks broke the silence nd said very sweetly " ms"
" ks sochiyega b Mt, hum aapko thaane lekr nhi ja rhe h, doc ne aapko rest k liye bola h to aap sirf rest hi karengi "
(Don't even think, I will not take u to the station, doc told u to rest so u gonna do that only)
" arey pr aapko kaise pta ki hum yhi bolne wale the"
(But how do u know i was going to say the same)
" aapko samjhne k liye hume sabdo ki zaroorat nhi h, hum aapki aankhein dekhkr hi sb Jaan skte h..umm hamara mtlb tha ki aapki aankhein bht expressive h" hm tried to correct what she said in 'flow flow'.
Ks lowered her gaze and tried to hide her flushed face from hm.
(I don't need words to understand u, just by looking in ur eyes, I can know what's in ur mind...., umm I mean ur eyes are very expressive)
Ks cleared her throat and said " pr ms hum ghar me pade pade bore ho jaenge, or ammi b nhi h warna hum unke saath baatein kr lete"
(But ms, I will get bored, nd ammi's also not here or I will have talked with her)
"dekhiye aap zid Mt kariye ,hum aapki baat nhi maanne wale, pr agar aap Shanti se ghar rukengi to hum aapko thaane se aane k baad long drive pr lekr chalenge" hm offered a deal
(Look, don't be stubborn, I'll not listen to u, but if u will stay here without any trouble then I will take u on a long drive after coming home)
" long drive? ji fir theek h, pr jaane se pahle hum movie dekhenge kaheki long drive ka mza to khaali sadko or bilkul raat me hi aata h na" ks demanded cutely to hm haan qnki bhooton or chudail ka saya b raat ko hi bhatakta h hm said to herself
(Ok then, but before going we'll watch movie coz long drives r even more beautiful at empty roads nd in complete night) yes coz ghosts nd witches also roam in night na
" ji Devi ji, or kuch"
(Ok goddess, anything else)
" umm haan, hum horror movie dekhenge" ks said excitedly
(Yes, we'll watch a horror movie)
" aapse yhi umeed thi" ab samjh aaya pj aapko Dayan or chudail qn kahti h hm thought and laughed silently shaking her head.
(As expected) now I get it, why pj say ks witch nd all
Ks looked at her confusingly nd said
" kaa hua ms, aap achanak aise qn Hans rhi h"
(What happened ms, why r u laughing so suddenly)
" ku-kuch nhi ks wo bs aise hi...hum kah rhe the ki Hum yhn saaf kr dete h jb tk aap shower le lijiye fir hume thaane k liye b nikalna h" ks nodded and went to take a shower. After hm helped ks with her clothes and redressed her bandage, hm went to thana.
(Oh ohh nothing, I was just saying that I'll clean here, till then u) take shower
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