do you feel the same? ft. kareena

chapter 17

In the dining room, ks and hm were having their dinner silently. Ks broke the silence.

" ms hume aapko kuch batana h"

(MS, I need to tell u something)

" ji kahiye na ks, kya baat h"

(Okay tell me ks, what's the matter)

Ks took a deep breath nd said " ms hum or lalla saath nhi h"

(MS, me nd PJ's lalla aren't together)

" haan ye to hume pta h , aap abhi agar hamare saath h to lalla k saath kaise ho skti h" hm get irritated on the mention of ks's husband.

(I know that u r not together, if u r here with me right now so how can u be with him)

" nhi ms aap hamara mtlb nhi samjhi"

(No ms, u r getting what I'm trying to say)

" fir kya mtlb h aapka"

(Then what did u mean)

" ms hamara or lalla ka divorce ho chuka h" as soon as hm listened to this, hm choked on her food and started coughing badly.

(Ms, we have divorced each other)

Ks rushed towards hm and gave her water.

" ms aap theek to h na"

(Ms, r u okay)

" ks km se km khaate waqt aise to majak Mt kijiye"

(Ks atleast don't pull this kind of jokes at the dining table)

" hum itni gambhir baat bhala majak me kahe kahenge ms "

(Why would I say such thing as a joke)

" mtlb aap sach keh rhi h "

(Means u r telling truth)

" ji haan ms, pr aap pahle khaana kha lijiye warna fir atak jaega, fir hum aapko sb vistaar se batate h" hm eyes got widened after listening this shocking news. She just nodded her head.

(Of course ms, but let's first finish dinner otherwise u will again choke on ur food, then I'll explain everything to u)

After they had dinner, they settled on the couch and sat beside each other.

" ab bataiye ks, ye achanak se aapka divorce kaise hua"

(Ok, now tell me, how so sudden u r divorced)

" ji whi bata rhe h , pr ye achanak nhi hua, h, is baat ko 6 mahine ho chuke h ,to hum shuruaat se batate h aapko, yaad h aapko jb hum police ki naukri chhodne wale the" hm shake her head in yes.

(Hmm, that's what I'm gonna tell u, but it's not sudden, it has been since 6 months for my divorce, ok I'll start from the beginning, ok so do u remember when I was going to resign from my duty)

" ji to uske peeche ka kaaran ye tha ki hum lalla ko samay nhi de pa rhe the jiske wajah se hamare beech kafi tanav aane lga the isliye humne doosri naukri krne ka faisla le lia tha, pr fir jb santu ka accident hua to humne wo doosri naukri chhodh di or wapas duty join krli, uske baad hamare beech me yunhi tanaav firse rahne lga. Hum aapse in sb k baare me baat krna chahte the pr tb aap urmila bni Hui thi isliye hum aapko kuch nhi bta paye. Usi beech hum us samay aapke jaane k dukh me itna kho gye ki hum apna poora samay thaane k kaamo me lagane lge. Hum ghar sirf khaana khaane or sone jate the, hum in sb k beech me sb kuch bhool gye the, lalla ko bhi. Hum sirf aapke kaatilon tk pahunchna chahte the, to ek din hamari inhi baaton k peeche humse lalla ki behes ho gyi or unhone hume divorce dene ka kaha, wo bole ki yaa to hum duty kre ya fir unhe divorce de. Hum duty nhi chodh skte the, hume aapke kaatilon tk b pahunchna tha or ek baar hum hum apni wardi se door rahkr dekh chuke the, Firse humse ye nhi ho pata.  Aapko pta h us din hume aapki bht zaroorat thi, hum chahte the ki bs kaise b aap hamare saamne ho, aap aai b pr urmila bnkr isliye hum aapko kuch nhi bta skte the" when ks said this, she saw that hm was crying.