do you feel the same? ft. kareena

chapter 25

After having their dinner, ks and hm were sitting on hm's bed in her bedroom.

Ks put her head on hm's shoulder, she was playing with the fingers of hm's hand. Hm was in her thoughts of how to ask ks the questions without hurting ks's feelings.

After so many pep talks, Finally she got the courage to ask ks " ks hume aapse kuch poochna h, pr aapko wada krna hoga aap humse naraaz nhi hongi" ks looked at hm nd interview her fingers with hm's.

(Ks, i wanna ask u something, but u have to promise me that u will not get angry)

" hum wada krte h hum gussa nhi honge, aapko Jo poochna h ,pooch lijiye ".

(I promise, I'll not get angry, u ask whatever u want)

hm nodded nd said " abhi aapke saath recently itna sb kuch hua h, to kya aap apni feelings ko lekr sure h? hamara mtlb h ki aap hume pahle sirf dost ki nazariye se dekhti thi pr ab achanak pyar".

(Umm, u know , a lot of things happened recently in ur life, so r u sure about ur feelings? I mean, u always saw me as ur friend before but now love...)

ks sighed, somewhere in her mind hm would ask this question. " ms hum apne pyar ka izhaar nhi krte agar hum apni feelings ko lekr sure nhi hote, hum pahle se aapko bht maante the pr kbhi hum us baare me itna soche nhi qnki us samay hum lalla k saath rishte me bandhe hue the, hum ye nhi kahenge ki hum lalla se pyaar nhi krte the pr hum jo aapke liye mehsoos kr rhe h wo usse kai jyada h, rhi baat hamare saath jo hua to use lekr hum yhi kahenge ki use mahino beet chuke h or hum us sbse bht pahle hi ubar chuke the, aapko pta h jb hume pta chala tha ki lalla ne hume dhoka dia h to humare dil me Zara b dard nhi hua jaisa log kahte h pr Aaj jb humne aapko is haalat me dekha to Aisa lg rha tha jaise koi hamare dil me chaku maar rha ho, or hamara rishta to lalla k saath tb hi kharab hone lga tha jb unhone humse dheere dheere krke dooriyan bna li thi, hum aapse pyaar isliye krte h qnki aapke saath hume SI Karishma Singh nhi blki sirf Karishma jo ki sbki tarah ek aam insaan h aisa mehus hota h, or hum aapse ek wada or krte h ki hum kbhi Jaan boojhkr aapki bhavano ko dhes nhi pahuchaenge".

(MS, i haven't confessed if i wasn't sure of my feelings, u have always had a very close place in my heart but I never thought of anything like that coz I was with lalla at that time, I'll not say that i didn't love him, but what I feel for u is even more, nd what happened with is happened some months before, nd I have moved on, I just got to know the truth now, nd u know what when I got to know everything , it didn't affect me at all, but today when I saw u in this state, it was like someone has throw a knife in my heart, nd my realtionship with him started to end when he started maintaining distance with me, u know I love u coz I don't feel like SI Karishma Singh with u, with u I feel like I'm just Karishma, nd i promise u, I'll never hurt ur feelings intentionally)

after listening ks, hm pushed away all the negative thoughts that were roaming in her mind. She decided she would risked her heart again for ks and give a proper chance for their relationship.

Hm smiled at her love and said " aap Karishma Singh hi h na".

(U r the same Karishma Singh right?)

ks looked at her confused nd said " kaa mtlb"

(What do you mean)

" mtlb ye ki hume nhi pta tha ki bhaukaal ki devi apne jazbaaton ko itne ache se shabd de paengi" ks smiled at her shyly nd scratched her eyebrow. " vaise ms humne aapko bataya ki hum aapse pyar kahe krte h ab aap bataiye ki aap humse pyar qn krti h, mtlb hum to itne gussel h or na hi aapki tarah jazbaat se kaam lete h" hm laughed at her question.

(Means, i didn't know that angry queen can words her emotions that well)

(Btw ms, I told u why I love u, now it's ur turn, why do u love me? I mean I have short tempered, nd I also don't think with feelings like u, so why)

" sach khe to hume khud nhi pta ki hume aapse kb pyar hone lga, or vaise b pyaar krne k liye khn kisi ko koi wajah chahiye hoti h, wo to bs ho jata hai" hm looked at ks nd continued

(Honestly, I also don't know when I started to feel these feelings for u, nd also we don't need a reason to love someone, right?)

" pr aapme bht si wajah h, pahla ki aap jo dikhati h aap bilkul vaisi nhi h , aap jitna khud ko bhaukaali dikhati h andar se utni hi saaf or narm dil ki h, aap sbki utni ki care krti h, aapka ss or cc se koi relation nhi h pr fir aap unhe apne chote Bhai or behn jaisa manti h, hum aapse isliye pyaar krte h qnki aap AAP h, aap koi dhong nhi krti aap jaisi h vaisi hi khud ko dikhati h, u r beautiful inside nd out" hm leaned forward to ks and wishpered in ks's ear sensually "nd u r also very hot Karishma"

(But u have so many, first u r not what u show urself to everyone, u show them as u r angry queen but instead u r so soft nd kind from ur heart, u r so pure nd u care about everyone, u don't have any real relationship with ss nd cc but still u treat them as ur siblings, I love u coz u r YOU, u don't need a facade, u r beautiful inside nd out)

after hearing her first name from hm, a shiver ran down in ks's spine, her breathing became deep.

Hm saw her effect on ks nd further said in the same husky voice " can I kiss u Karishma?"

Hm thought this time also she would initiate the the kiss but ks beat her on it, ks smashed her lips on hm's too suddenly to hm's surprise, but as soon as she realised she smiled in the kiss and started to reciprocate, they started at slow pace, they both were enjoying the softness of each other's lips, soon their kiss started to get passionate, hm pulled ks on her lap so they were now at perfect angle nd were facing each other.
Hm put her hands on ks's waist. They moved away from each other for a split sec to catch their breath but ks again reconnected their lips and tangled her hands in hm's long hair. Hm pulled ks even more close to her, their upper bodies didn't have any gap between them.
They both were feeling fireworks in their stomach because of the kiss. Their lips were moving in complete sync, when ks suddenly bit on hm's lower lip which made hm moan nd turned her on

" ye hume abhi is tarah pareshan krne k liye" ks said.

(This is for teasing me)

Hm wanted to take things at perfect pace for them, she didn't want to rush in things so she tried to control her hormones and slowly pulled away from ks after a few more kisses.

Hm touched her forehead with ks's. After sometime when they both regain their breath hm said

" Karishma, would u like to go a date with me?"

" Yes ms" hm made a funny face.

" Karishma, aap abhi b hume ms bolengi, ab to aap hume hamare naam se boliye"

(Karishma, r u still gonna call me MS, u can take my name u know)

" ms pr hum kaise"

(MS, but how)

" try to kijiye aap".

(U try, ok)

ks leaned forward towards hm's ear like hm did to her, nd whispered sensually " haseena" nd bite hm's earlobe softly.

Hm groaned, as she was hot all over her body. Here, Ks was unaware about the effects she was leaving on hm.

Hm lifted ks from her lap nd said
" hum shower lekr aate h" nd went from there without listening to any reply of ks.

(I need to take a shower)

Ks then realised what was happening to hm, she giggled and lay down on the bed.