Karna's POV:
I don't know what is my fault. Why everyone around me and near and dear of is misunderstanding me so much.
Since my early childhood I dreamt of a mother who will sit at my head and will sing a Lori or lullaby to me. When I don't want to sleep she will try to coax me. At my every mischief she will smile at me. Her divine smile will be my life-force. I always wants her to be on my side. Whatever happens in my life. It is not the case that I am unhappy with Radhama. She, to me, is a Goddess!!! She gives love, affection and support to this orphan and make her Radheya!!! I am in her forever debt!!! But even after that whenever she scolded me or angry on me, in my conscience I compare her with my real mother. I always thought may be my real mother is not like her. I don't know why my real mother left me?!!! Perhaps she was some unfortunate Princess who gave birth to me out of wedlock and in the fear of society had to abandon me ruthlessly!!! (He was again so right in his assumption!!!)
Kunti with new born Karna
Perhaps her friends and family would condemn Her to keep the illegitimate child like me?!! I don't know the real reason but whenever I look at the face of Rajmata Kunti I see the shadow of my mother!! Her smile!! Her face!!! Her soft touch!!! Her affectionate eyes!!! She resembles like my real mother!! God know why so?!! (He was again right on his prediction!!)
Kunti with her friend Priyambada (Her maid a& who was against telling truth to Karna)
It was a disaster when I first heard that I am not a Radheya, but in reality an orphan. Radhama hid the secret from me. My whole world destroyed in a second. I don't want to recall the day. A bit. It seemed as if my existence seezed to exist anymore!!!
And now my love of life, my Padma, is so angry on me!! I know it was a big sin committed by Duryodhan. I tried to stop him too!! I tried to resonate with him!! But as usual he chose his Mama Shakuni over me!!! What can I do?!! Why don't she even listen to me a bit?!!
I know she is in pain!!! I know the reason of her mood swings!!! This pregnancy is taking troll over her!! If only get the news at time, I will never let her to go through it!! I even know the reason of her anger!! She wanted to save me from the massacre!!! But I can't tell her truthfully that I already am doomed!!! Since my brith!! If only I took birth in another way!!! Then my life will not be like this!!!
......................
YOU ARE READING
Vrushali Padmavati: Soul-mate of a Surya Putra (Karna Series 2)
Historical FictionThis is the untold story of a wife of one of the most promising and remarkable archer of Mahabharata. Karna. This girl loved him unconditionally from the very bottom of her heart and was witness of his endless pain, suffering, dilemma and agony to p...