27: Megalophobia

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tall buildings and giant statues do not faze methat is not the point of this piecedespite the title, this is more of feelings i need to releasefor how i've always felt so small like a peawhile everything around me are overbearingto a point that i could no longer processall these thoughts that keep me oppressedthe view of the world slowly blurringas these giants obstruct my vision of realityi keep growing older, these giants grow older toonothing in this life will ever be too good to be truenor could you keep yourself carefreechild me only needed to do good in my studiesteen me had to prepare for my careeryoung adult me should try hard and persevereso that the future of adult me won't be muddybut alas, i bit more than i can chewi want to do everything and become anythingwithout a thought of it i continued to clingonto my dreams that some i couldn't even pursuewell-deserved i say, this constant feeling of being smallwatching my friends go on with life while i'm still herestuck within the contemplation of an empty spherescreams echoing and my limbs could barely crawltrapped by the size of my responsibilitiesand weighed down by the burdens of a breadwinnerleaving me no space to ever be a sinnernor could i be riddled with disabilities

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