Differences [Lando Norris] (finished)

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That day I flew back home with Max, Lando had to stay. Since he was expected at Surrey. I locked myself up in my room to cry, day in and day out. The only thing I could do was just try to remind myself of all joy Pug brought in my love. Even Max tried to cheer me up by taking me with him to go out. When Lando came home he also tried cheering me up, but even he couldn't.

I squeezed my pillow as I sat on top of my bed. I wiped a tear away when I saw my door open slowly. Lando entered my room, he held something behind is back. 'Ali?'
I sniffed and lowered my head. 'I'm so sorry.' He was hurt by seeing me like this. He sat down onto my bed too. And he showed me what he held behind his back. It was a pillow. Of the picture of Pug when he was just a pup. 'Your stepmother had handed me this picture of him. So I wanted to print it out for you on a pillow.' He explained while he handed me the pillow. 'You got this for me?' I felt a tear rolling down my cheek, and I hugged the pillow. 'It is so cute.' I wept. 
'Thanks.' I said to him. He said nothing just smiled at me. I didn't need words to see him saying you're welcome. Lando showed his love for me and that for the next coming weeks.
Lando managed to receive more podiums. When he took me to Qatar I was nervous to fly so far from home. I even took my pillow with me. Just in case I needed it. But even in Qatar we weren't allowed to show love. Even hold hands would be punishable. I was at the hotel room washing my hands in the sink while looking out on the buildings surrounding the hotel. I decided to remain at my room while Lando made his way for the first two practices.