Is this the end

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1975
Tisha:15
Michael:16

Tisha pov

What is this I'm feeling? Frustration or depression? Sometimes I think my voice isn't being heard. Berry won't let me use my creative abilities to write or produce our next album.

My mind keeps telling me to leave and go back to New Jersey, but at the same time I don't wanna face the harsh realities of that place. While I sit in my room, I ponder the words of my song, One Wing. I eventually thought of some words after sitting on the bed.

Feels like I'm going down
A one way street in every direction
And I need, I need, I need heaven
To show me just a little affection
'Cause all of the signs
All, all, point towards back for me
And I wish I could get to run
To start and soar to my victory but
I can't
(Fly with one wing)
Heaven, help me
I cannot
(Fly with one wing)
Oh, no, no matter how hard I try
(I can't)
No
Feels like I'm running out of time
And I've got a whole lot of things on my mind
And I'm walking around in the dark
Trying to find just a little bit of sunshine
No, no
I did everything to make it work
But still I'm all lost
Now I'm on the run with my life
Waiting to take off but I
(One wing)
I cannot
(Fly with one wing)
Heaven, I'm gonna need some help
(Fly with one wing)
I can't, I can't, I can't
(Fly with one wing)
No matter how hard I try
(I can't)
No
Always on my knees, I've been on my knees many of nights praying for the coming of my victory, yeah, but there's always something there waiting to delay my flight.
I just can't get off my feet to reach my destiny, though it's where I can see
It's just too out of reach, no
I can't, I can't, I can't fly with one wing
(One wing)
I can't
(Fly with one wing)
No, I can't fly
(Fly with one wing)
With one wing
(Fly with one wing)
Hey, no matter how hard I try
One wing, one wing
(Fly with one wing)
I can't pray all I want
(Fly with one wing)
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, no
(Fly with one wing)
Fly, fly, fly
(Fly with one wing)
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't fly with one wing
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't fly with one wing
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't fly with one wing
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't fly with one wing
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't fly with one wing

When I was done writing, I closed my music journal. Berry isn't going to let me use this, so I might as well keep in there for the time being. As I was about to get up the phone rang.

"Hello", I said.

"Hey Tish, it's me Lenny".

Lenny was my ex boyfriend. After around 3 years of dating, we made the decision to split because our careers were taking different paths. We were friends, though. Not only that, but no one knows we dated.

"Hey Lenny", I said sounding tired. "What's up?"

"Are you alright, you sound upset", Lenny said.

"It's nothings"

"Tish I know you now tell what's bothering you"

"I'm tired of the entertainment business, that's all"

"What gives?"

"I mean every audition I go to I get rejected or when I try to show Berry a new I wrote or if I ask can I help produce an album I also get rejected".

"Well, what is your heart telling you?"

"My heart is telling me that I should quit and go back to a normal life, but my mind is telling me to stay"

"Well, whatever you decide to do I'll be there to support you"

"Thanks Lenny"

My mother screams from downstairs, "Tisha, can you come downstairs please!"

"Hey look Lenny my mother is calling me, but thanks for the talk I really needed that".

"No problem and oh tell Ms.Mona I said hi".

"Okay, I will"

Lenny might be right. It's my decision if I want to quit or not. I'm going to call Tracy and Berry that I'm quitting. It's time for me to live my life; I want to be a kid again.

Fun fact did you that Lenny Kravitz and Tisha Campbell actually dated

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