HER

I Still Care For You

March 5, 2017. It's your birthday. You invited me for your birthday.
It was early in the morning when I rushed to the computer shop, I printed out a picture of G, the size is a4.  I created a mask. A face of G. I know, you're not happy because she's not here with you. So I made this out. When we were laying in bed, I wore the mask, and I looked at you. (That's how pety I am) I just want you to be happy on that day that's why I made the mask. When you saw me wearing the mask, you got really mad. You grabbed the mask. And told me to stop. You never talked to me after that day.

Also, G broke up with you because she already has a girlfriend before we even met her. But too bad, you became her side chick 😅.

April 2017, you graduated. You wanted to join us working in the city. We were workmates and board mates. I was happy that I am able to spend most of my time with you.

April 13, 2017. I know you're going to meet G. It's just my gut feeling. I went home since it's my RD.
I was flustered when her friend H called me.
I answer her call, she asked me if I know where G is. I told her "they're in this resort". "OMG! So, they spend their night together?! Ate did not told us anything. She just told her dad that She's  going to spend her night in her girlfriends house. Then I asked her girlfriend, she said she's going to a taylor to have her dress fixed. So, all this time. They were together?!! Please help me, her family is so worried about her. Let's meet please. They even contacted the police!". When I heard the word police, I was really worried about you. After the phone call got disconnected, i called you asap! Gladly you answered. I told you everything. You were shocked when I know where you are and who you are with.
I told you that I'm meeting her best friend.

I came to the location her best friend suggested. We conversed.  She told me all the things G said to her. She also asked G's girlfriend what did G told her so we can puzzle it up. After all the revelations that I heard. I went home (our boarding house).

I told you everything that her best friend told me. You were so devastated. You cried your heart out. While, me? I took care of you. I let you sobbed in mu shoulder. You screamed, cried. I listened to all your anger. I would take a bullet for you if you only knew.
My heart is aching seeing you at that moment. I was full of hate and anger for G.

G told you that she still loved you. That you always have a special place in her heart.
G told her gf that you forced her to meet you up, she agreed so she can reject you personally.
G told her best friend that she will always choose her gf.

It's been a couple of months from our separation. I tried my best to continue life without you. I waited for you. I waited for you to comeback.

March 2018, you reached out. I was so happy to be honest. So happy that everything that I felt from the moment I loved you flashbacks!
We're catching things up. Grabbed food together, go to malls and quick escapades.

You asked me to start over again and promised me that you'll change. You courted me again.

June 13, 2018 we got back together.
It was the happiest time of my life after our separation. Everything runs smoothly. We're both so happy and contented with each other. Late night walks, unplanned escapades. Everything goes back to normal.

December 26, 2018. We're living together. I was at work. I don't know what's gotten me, I asked my Tl that I need to go home cause I'm not feeling well (I lied). It was 3amI'm already in front of the door. I let out a big sigh. My heart is beating so fast and I don't know why.I knocked. You answered but it took you too long to open the door. You were shocked I went home early. We're laying in bed when your phone lights up. I grabbed your phone. I checked it, it was a fb code. Before I can open it you grabbed it back. I was very confused.

Your reaction says it all. You're hiding something from me. I grabbed your phone, I asked you why is there a code. The phone that I'm holding is your company phone, which I don't understand why there's an fb code, when the number linked to your account is different.

I asked you to open the account, you responded "no, you'll get hurt". Okay, so you cheated again. I was really disappointed, mad, hurt. It was a mixed emotions.

I grabbed your phone, open your messenger, I asked you the girls name. I searched it, I sent her our picture together. A picture of us kissing. You were so mad.