How You Get Them Is How You Lose Them.
This is supposed to be my diary.
All scenes in this story are all based on true events.
Please disregard the typo or wrong grammar. I just want to share my story cause it's been heavy lately.
For me she's like...
Hi, how are you? It's been 3 days after I saw you again from the day that we separated.
It was March 1, 2024 when I went to your training camp. I went there because of an errand. I bought you a new combat shoes, personal hygiene and your favorite sour gummies. It was 1am when I went there. I was wearing a loose jeans and white shoes. I thought the path is just muddy, little did I know we need to cross a Canal twice per way. Good thing I was wearing a boxer shorts, I took off my jeans and shoes. It was very scary because there's no light (street light). The water is "hips level". I took a risk again for you. It's scary because what if there's a snake in the water? We also cross a mountain of garbage before we reached our destination. When we arrived It's dark and cold. There's a lot of mosquitoes.
The photo is for reference of the canal that we crossed, but there's a water in it 😂
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You came, my heart is pounding. I miss you. I'm so happy that I got to see your face and conversed with you. You hugged me, kept on touching me. My nape, my waist, my arms and you hugged me again.
I think it's silly because I'm still included in your future plans. You told me that "bash, ipatarong nato tong kwarto sa kuan, para if manglaag TA didto naa TAY makatulgan" "Kuyog TA mag buy ug motor, ADV ato e buy kay mao na ATONG ganahan jud sauna pa" "Manglaag TA ig gawas nko". I just nodded. Then I told you that your dad called me. Asking me where do we want to build a home. I told your dad that we already broke up but still, they still want us to get back together. I told you the things that your dad said. Then you responded "oo, pwede RATA adto magbalay bash, adto lang TAS taas, butngan lang NATO to ug taas" "ikaw manage ig patrabaho NATO sa ATONG kwarto ddto sa kuan ha? Anha ko nimo magpadala, ikaw na bahala sa ATO kwarto"
I'm happy with what I heard from you. But I told you "IMONG BALAY" just to make you realized that there's no longer an US. You did not respond and became silent for a few minutes.
Your aunt told you that "Ayaw ana dae, pag tarong na. Asa man tawn ka kitag mga babaye nga tarungon ka, walay babae mubuhat ani oh, grabig sakripisyo (referring to me crossing 2 canals per way even though it's very scary, and smelly)" You did not respond. You're just standing there silently.
After 2hrs, we went home. I went to your lola's house so I could take a bath because God, I smelled like shit.
Anyways, I already cut off the Psych girl. The one who reminds me of you. I can't give her the things she wanted.
