How You Get Them Is How You Lose Them.
This is supposed to be my diary.
All scenes in this story are all based on true events.
Please disregard the typo or wrong grammar. I just want to share my story cause it's been heavy lately.
For me she's like...
After that incident, you tried to fix yourself. You kept your self busy with work. Until the company that we're working was closed already. We decided to apply for a new job, I got in while you were not. You're still having your review for the board exam. I told you that I'll be the one who's going to work so you can focus on your review. We also tried to get it back together. It made me happy but sometimes I always felt that this is wrong. That I know you're still not over her. I did not forced you to get back with me. You're the one who wants to try it again. Here's some clips of our conversations.
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Sometimes I felt like, what am I really to you? I work during the night, and I need to take care of you in the morning. I never complain, cause I really want to take care of you. So you can focus on your review but you're so rude to me.
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As I am reading this conversation, i pity myself. Why did I let you treat me like that. I helped you during your review until your board exam. I supported you. Pushed you so you will not back out, that you need to continue. This is for your own good. I was your pusher, but little did I know, I'm also draining.
December 8,9,10 2017. This was your board exam. Even though I just got out of work, I managed to accompany you on your 3 days exam. So you will never back out. So you can have courage to fight.
December 31, 2017. I never thought that this will be the last night that we're going to see each other. We stopped trying to get back together. You moved out and stayed at your tita's house in the "Northern part of the Province".
