Haikyuu oneshots

Pain: IwaOi

Kinda a vent lmao
It's midnight and I am literally in so much pain right now because of my fucking chronic illness and the pain meds aren't fucking working so I'mma write this while I wait for my meds to just knock me the fuck out while I'm almost in tears and can hardly breathe
And my girlfriend has school in the morning and because of the time difference and the fact that she has school I don't wanna bother her
TW: Mentions of slight suicidal ideation

Saturday, 2:36 AM
Iwaizumi was woken up by some quiet sobbing and someone shaking his shoulder.
He grumbled a little and rubbed his eyes as he sat up.

"Kawa, what the hell...? It's like 2 AM."
"Iwa... it hurts..."

The shorter softened and gently pulled Oikawa into a hug.
"Scale of one to ten?"
"Eight..."

He ran a hand up and down his back and placed a kiss on his hair.
"It's okay. It's not gonna last forever."
"But it hurts so bad..."
"I know. But it won't last forever. You know you have to stop overworking yourself right?"
"But I'm not good enough... fuck I wanna scream... it hurts so bad..."
"Hey. You are more than enough Kawa."

Oikawa shook his head. "No... fuck I'm so sick of never being good enough... I wanna die... then I don't have to worry about not being good enough anymore..."

"Tooru." Iwaizumi hugged him tightly. "Listen to me. You. Are. Enough. You're more than enough. I promise. But you can't keep pushing yourself like you do. It's not healthy."

"I know... I just hate myself though..."
"That's why you have me. It'll be okay. I promise."

They laid in the dark for a bit longer before they ended up falling asleep with Iwa tightly hugging his boyfriend.

This was short but my meds are finally kicking in to give me the temporary release from my pain of sleep.
I hate being disabled. I'm always in pain and never feel good because no one in my life really cares except my girlfriend

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