Eternal | K.TH [Complete]

Ch 12 | Maybe

Sometimes we regret, and sometimes we wish we had taken different approaches to the situation, but what more can be done apart from looking back at your past mistakes and regretting every part of it?

Something you wish you could take back and undo to make what happened differently.
But life isn't like that, no matter how much you want to change something, it will always remain the same.

If you keep focusing on the past, your future will remain the same.

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We both had a small chat with each other, and I felt the sorrow in his voice, it was obvious this broken he truly was.

It was all because of me.

Taehyung: So you don't remember anything? Not a single thing?

Y/N: No... I'm sorry.

Taehyung: How many times have I told you to stop apologizing? I just want to speak to you.

Y/N: Okay...

Taehyung: How do I know it's even Y/N I'm talking to right now? The same Y/N from a year ago, or the same Y/N from 5 years ago? You could be a twin for all I know...

Y/N: I don't remember being anyone different, so I am the Y/N you remember, but I don't remember you.

That broke him.

Taehyung: I just wish none of this had happened... We could've still been together. Now you don't remember me and who else do I have to blame but myself?

Y/N: Don't blame yourself.

Taehyung: How can I not? Look at how you have turned out. You don't even remember anything from a year ago. You don't even remember your brother! Who else could I blame?

Y/N: Me. I was the one recklessly driving and then getting into a car accident.

Taehyung: I wish I had cared a little more and not caused some stupid argument with you... It was for a petty reason as well. I can remember that moment clearly. I watched it all happen.

Y/N: Even though I don't remember you at all and you're just a stranger to me, I still feel somewhat of a connection to you. It's strange... But I don't know if I can get too comfortable yet.

Taehyung: I understand... It would've been strange if you did already...

Y/N: I'm sorry but I have to go to class, I'll talk to you later.

Taehyung: Okay...

I walked away from him, but as I arrived at the door, I saw him staring down at the floor. It was obvious how broken he truly was, did I cause someone to live in this kind of despair? It wasn't my intention to do that...

But I excused my thoughts and left the room, closing the door behind me and leaving him in there alone. Something didn't feel right about that decision, but what's done is done and that's that.

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My class wasn't too far from the room I was just previously in so I went to my locker picked out a few textbooks I needed and then headed in the direction of that class.