Blink Back To Let Me Know -Brallon-

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Summary:

Brendon is overly protective of Dallon but, it might be what is needed in order to save them.

Brendon is seething, he's trying really hard to focus but, I see the flames and furry in his eyes.

Trying his best to be supportive he turns to me, "What's the matter, babe? What happened? Are you okay?" He is pulling me closer to him and his heartbeat is almost audible in the awkward silence of our living room. His hand is softly grazing the side of cheek and simultaneously wiping tears away.

He smiles at me then and then turns to Spencer and through gritted teeth he says "What the fuck dude! I was only gone for 35 fucking minutes! What the fuck happened?!" If looks could kill, Spencer would have dropped dead on the hardwood floor.

"Uh, I uh... uh..." is all he can vocalize before Brendon cuts him off.

"What, Spencer, what the fuck?!"

Spencer takes a hand and places it on Brendon's shoulder, "Brendon, stop! Seriously, we were just talking. Honest. Stop being a dick for a minute and just listen to me? "

Brendon twists his body around toward Spencer so fast I honestly thought he was going to swing.

Shit, Spencer really is going to get killed so, I step in. I can't stand seeing them upset.

With a hand on each of his shoulders, I swing Brendon's body back to me to help him focus on what I am saying. It's not easy but, I managed somehow to regain his focus.

"B, its fine, I just... I got a little emotional is all. I thought you two wanted me out of the band." I say meekly. "I thought that was why the guys were coming over and why Spencer came early. Oh fuck, it's my fault, totally my fault. Sorry. "

He lifts my head and kisses me softly on the lips, feather light and so sensitive. He then kisses my forehead and says "Dallon, there is no way in HELL we would ever replace you! Yeah, we are changing a few of our protocols but, that is for everyone's health and safety, not just yours. Okay?"

He wipes another tear from my face and slowly stands up. He lets out an exaggerated sigh, drops his head down as if he has been defeated, and walks over to Spencer who at some point, retreated into our kitchen.

"Hey, Spence, it's alright, it's just, uh... new meds and he needs to be able to open up more and shit, we're working on all of it." He waves his hand dismissively.

"He's okay; I swear I am not mad. I promise. You don't have to hide in the kitchen." He snickers, "You thought I was gonna kick your ass for making him cry, didn't you!?"

"Yeah, dude, I kind of did. I'm sorry, I just wanted to see how he felt and all and- "he stops just short of the couch, takes a step back, looks at the two of us and then slowly says "Wait! Did you call him babe?"

"Yeah, see the thing is; we're together. Like, forever dude. "Brendon beams and pulls me into a tight hug.

Spencer's face goes from confused to slightly irritated rather quickly.

"We were planning on telling you two?" he says assuredly.

"I am not stupid, I figured you two out a long fucking time ago, idiots! I just didn't know it was official." Spencer is right, he isn't stupid but, he sure as shit looks pissed that we didn't tell him.

"Sorry! Just a lot going on lately and we kind of wanted to wait to tell you and Kenny both." Brendon says this in all sincerity and then looks at me, "We sort of fell in love and even though things haven't been the best, we are great together." He smiles his famous Brendon smile and kisses me.