Into It

Getting down and dirty

Cameron's Pov

You know the best feeling in the world? If you didn't say laying with your girlfriend in bed on christmas eve and watching cute christmas movies then you're wrong. But another answer would be having sex with your girlfriend. That would be cloud nine too. Unfortunately I didn't get to propose to Izzy the way I wanted to. Why you might ask? Oh I don't know fucking Edward Cullen ruining all my fucking scavenger stuff for Izzy. He was trying to crash that for me so I couldn't marry her. But I didn't need all that fancy shit for my girl yeah it would've been nice to give her all those gifts but I have something more....Amazing planned tonight. I see her giggling at the movie frosty the snowman. I smiled at her adorableness. She was something else. I was glad I was with her and she was mine. I was worried that she wouldn't accept me for who I was but she did it just scared her a tiny bit. 

Me and her have had those close moments you know...Where you almost have sex but someone always ruins it. It pissed me off but tonight we were alone. I wanted her to relax some before I tried to give her, her gifts and try and make my move. I wanted her to be comfortable first since we do love a little....Harder than others. She loved it don't get me wrong but it was something that she needed to be comfortable first and then after care right after. .See the last few days me and Izzy have experimented with a few things. Nothing bad of course but it does require after care. Me and her were Dom and Sub....Like as in Bdsm....We got rough alot. But she doesn't mind as much as before. 

Turns out Izzy loved some pain. But she needed care and she loved when I did it. I was rough then soft. It just showed her that I loved her. Caring for your women was the most important thing you can do. She was mad at me when I told her to quit her job because I wanted to provide for her but after a few minutes she accepted that she wasn't going to win that fight. I might be a evil spirit but I definitely know how to care for my mate. I wasn't a fucking idiot. I wanted to kill Edward I really did but like Bella said if I wait until he is at his last point it would be more fun to kill him. 

I smile as Izzy looks at me before crawling up to me sitting on her knees. Now here's something for you guys. When Izzy sits on her knees like this and gives me those eyes that means one thing. She's in her submissive headspace. Meaning when she's like this I make all her choices. I don't let her think to much. I smiled at her pulling her closer to me snuggling her as she whines.

"Shhhhh be a good girl. I promised you we would finish the movie before we started a scene so be a good girl ok."

She nods softly watching her movie as I smile at her. She was always following directions and she never disobeyed but me and Izzy found that she is more comfortable in this head space then her normal one. Which was fine by me it pleased me to know she trusted me to do this for her. I didn't expect anyone to accept this. But I don't give a shit what others thought. She was mine and if we trusted each other we do what we want. 

Bdsm isn't for everyone some people can not handle it. And that's fine someone that does it knows how difficult it can be. Especially if you don't know what your doing. You can seriously hurt them not to mention some guys don't even give aftercare. Which pissed me off to some degree. I sighed calming myself as Izzy bounced slowly on the bed trying to dance with the snowman and kids. She was cute and she was an amazing girlfriend. I smiled at her as she pouted at me.

"Now now babe don't make me spank you your the one that wanted to finish the movie I just agreed."

"B...But your in charge."

"Yes and I think it's best if you finish the movie so I can make sure your comfortable enough to start my cutie."

"Yes master."

She huffs looking back at the T.V. I smacked her ass hard chuckling as she jumps.

"I told you no attitude with me. I don't do that shit and you know it. Keep it up and we won't do a scene tonight and I will make you wait til tomorrow night."

She whines but nods as she keeps watching her show. I smile softly rubbing her ass to ease the spanking I just gave her. With these small motions it shows her I care and that I do love her. That I am not trying to be mean. You have to show you care for your submissive before and after each scene because if you don't things can go wrong. Some submissives turn to depression or worse. No one needed that and it wasn't fair to the submissive. I might be a asshole and possessive but I will always make sure I care for her after and before. She knows that as well. She leans back smiling at me.

"I love you....so much."

I smiled at her pulling her close to me kissing her.

"I love you to babe. Forever and always.....I don't care what anyone says. I ain't leaving you and you ain't leaving me."

I go to kiss her again but right as I do I hear a downstairs window break and I hear someone whispering. I scowl knowing exactly who the fuck that is. I seen Bella quickly getting in the closet scared. This fucker really wanted to do this here and now fine.....Best believe it won't end well....