Into It

Is this a dream?

Cameron's Pov

I sat in bed thinking......Was this all a dream...Maybe? I wasn't so sure if that was all a dream......I was so confused with myself......Bella wasn't here? My mom and sister were acting like before......and it was back to September.... I got ready for school still confused......It all felt so real though? I grabbed my bag getting into my car before taking off to the school. As soon as I got there my friends greeted me. 

"Dude, you ok you look lost?"

I shake my head looking at Bella and Edward together.... So, it was a dream.... It was all a dream.... I felt my stomach drop. It wasn't fair why the hell did I have to dream of all this shit......Was it just to shove it in my face.

"Just a crazy dream last night."

Carter tilts his head.

"About Bella is that why you're staring at her?"

I nod slowly before sighing explaining to them everything that had happened in my dream. Their shocked faces were there for a while until Maya smiled at me.

"Maybe it's a sign."

"A sign?"

"Yeah, you know maybe a sign that you will end up with her...Just not in the way your dream was. You know to boost confidence as to tell you Hey you can get her if you want......"

I chuckled softly at her. Throughout my life Maya has always been the one that believed dreams are signs.... But usually, she was right about these kinds of things. I smiled softly.

"You know for once.... I trust you......I think you may be right. It is a little weird since the dream. I mean it felt so real like a..."

"Lucid dream?"

My eyes widen at Maya.

"Yeah, exactly like that."

"You felt like you were in control of it......but it was based on reality.... A symbol that maybe you will be with her."

Logan looks at me with a thoughtful look.

"You know with Maya's little witchcraft shit going on she might be onto something. What if it's like some unknown force showing you in a way that you can see. I mean sometimes spirits can only talk through certain way, right?"

"You think it's a ghost doing this to him."

"I wouldn't cross it off the list."

Maya looks at them.

"I mean Logan is right. If Cameron had this kind of dream it has to mean something right?"

I let my thoughts take over as we make our way to first class. I watched Bella carefully with Edward. It was the day before Edward left her the last time.... What if Logan was right and spirits are trying to tell me something. Maybe not in the way it happened last time but what if I am supposed to fix something.... Would Edward leave her again...If so, was I supposed to be there? I sighed trying to get through class but all I can do was think about it. 

Was that dream actually telling me something? Logan said something about spirits only being able to contact us certain ways. What if Maya and Logan are right......Maybe this does have something to do with this. It would explain everything that was happening that's why I was so pressed on the matter. It would also explain why the dream seemed so well. I wanted to break down and scream.... I felt like it was something I couldn't handle. 

I couldn't explain any of this......Why must this be so hard. I wanted to have a panic attack......I sighed before I let my thoughts calm down. If this was what it was then I had to prepare for it....