A/N: continuing from the last chapter
Mika's POV:
As soon as I saw what was on Chapa's wrists, I was in complete shock. I never thought that she would do something like this. It took me a few seconds to try and figure out what to say next.
Me: "Chapa... why?"
Chapa: *sniffles* "I hate it here, so much. I didn't wanna even move here in the first place, but you know how my parents are. They probably wouldn't even care about this. I was just scared to tell you at first cause I didn't want you to think bad things about me. I mean, you're my girlfriend. I know you would never say or think bad things about me, but... for something like this, I just couldn't control myself. I even had a nightmare where I tried to reach you, but I couldn't get close to you. I've really missed you... a lot. I tried to enjoy today, but it wasn't helping. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't think straight, I couldn't even enjoy a walk on the beach without dark thoughts surrounding my mind. In fact, there's something else."
Chapa's POV:
I stood up, I went over to my closet, and I took out the emo clothing and makeup that I bought with the razor blades and concealer.
Me: "I, uh, I felt like buying these. I feel like they fit this whole different side of me."
Mika: *guilt-ridden* "Chapa, I'm so sorry you're feeling like this."
Me: "It's totally alright, I was just scared to tell you at first."
Mika's POV:
I was saddened even more by what Chapa just said, so I moved closer to her and I gently grabbed her shoulders.
Me: "Chapa, you don't ever need to hide anything from me. I understand, it's not easy being away from the people you love the most. You're not a whole different person, you're still the same Chapa I've known since I first met you. You are not weak, you are strong, and you are very brave. Any obstacle that comes your way, you're always able to make it through. Even if you think otherwise, I still love you. I always have, and I always will. You don't have to hide anymore, I'm here now. We will get through this together."
Chapa: "Wow, I'm... so happy to hear you say all that. You're right, I'm still me."
Chapa's POV:
After hearing my girlfriend say all that, I felt complete again. This was what I needed: to be in the same room with her. In fact, I even took the razor blades and threw them away. I would still have to keep my scars hidden, though. I don't want the others to have to worry for me. I hugged Mika again, and it was like all the bad thoughts immediately left my head. I felt safe back in Mika's arms, and I didn't wanna let go.
I eventually had to, I didn't wanna keep everyone else waiting. We headed downstairs to meet the others, and we all headed out to the city. When we went out, Mika and I held hands with each other. We made sure to be discrete, because no one else knew about our relationship yet, but still, I was having a better day.
