Unsaid Love

3. Last chance

I was waiting for her to lean on the front of my Mercedes-Benz car and enjoy the view. "Adityaaa!!!!" I heard someone calling me from behind. There she was, Siya. "She was always this beautiful, or it's just that I am seeing her after a long time," I questioned myself, looking at her. She was wearing a yellow anarkali with open, wavy hair. I have always liked her wavy hair. 

Siya was walking towards me, fixing her dupatta that was constantly falling from her shoulder. "Yrrrrr, isse aj hi itna sundr dikhna tha," I murmured. "Kyaa?" she asked as she stood in front of me. "Kuch nhi," I replied. My eyes were fixed on her; she was looking so beautiful. It wasn't like I hadn't seen her in Indian attire, but today I couldn't control my heartbeat after seeing her. "Nai nai...shyd bohot time bad mile hai isiliye mujhe aese lg rha h," I convinced myself.

"Aj kahi gayi thi tum," I asked her, checking her outfit. "Haan ate waqt mandir chle gayi thi. Tumne mujhe milne kyu bulaya wo bhi achnk se," she said. I don't know how to say those words to her. I know it will hurt her, but I have to make a decision or else things will become more complicated. "Yes, there is something I want to talk to you about."I can clearly see her upset after hearing my words. "Bolo, mai sun ri hu," she said with teary eyes.

The only thought that was going through my mind right now was, "Agar yeh mujhe in ankho se aese dekhkr bolegi to mai isse kaise bol paunga." I was worried about her. I don't even know if I have ever loved her, but one thing is sure: I can't live without her. I have to make her understand that it will be difficult if we continue our relationship.

"Let's break up, Siya. I can't handle your behavior anymore. Sometimes you treat me like a stranger. You don't even trust me. How can I continue my relationship with someone who doesn't even trust me? I know you have your own reasons, but as a boyfriend, I only needed you to believe me and trust me. Kya kru mai Siya..mujhe bhi hurt hota h. Jab tum apna drd mujhe nhi bta skti, jo bte tumhe pareshan krti h wo tum mujhe nhi bol skti, to mai kaise man lu tum mujhse pyr krti hu, mujhpe wishwas h tumhe." 

 After saying those words, I looked at her, and my heart felt heavy, as if someone had kept stone in it. Tears were rolling her eyes, and the only words she said were, "I really like you, Adi!!!. I know I am like this; I know I should have trusted you; I know it's my fault, but... can you give me one chance?". Her words were acting like a knife, cutting every inch of my body. I don't know what to do. I cupped her cheeks with my hands and said, "I already gave you so many chances, but you never took my words seriously, and now I think we should end this.".

She took a step back and looked at me with teary eyes and said", Okay, let's do this," then disappeared from my eyes like thin air.

I sat inside the car, and suddenly tears rolled down my eyes. "Ab yeh ky natak h, mai kyu ro raha hu. Kya mai sahi m usse pyar to nhi krta tha?" ignoring all the thoughts, I drove back to my house.

I went straight to my room, took my boxing gloves out, and started hitting until my hands sweat was converted into blood. The only thought running through my mind was "Adt lg chuki thi mujhe uski...uske hasi ki...uske majak ki... ab ky krunga mai uske bina. Kahi glti to nhi krdi maine. Kya maine usse kho diya abb??"

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