Guardian Angel (Yuyeon)

Sour

-Soyeon POV--

It's been sleepless nights without Yuqi, I've been going crazy. It had been about serval months since she has left my apartment, it was close to Christmas time again and it was one of the busiest times for me and Yuqi had taken a 2 week break from work. I hate myself for saying that nonsense to her like that 'I'll choose my work over you any day'  and 'I don't want to be with you anymore' that was so dumb. I had no right to treat Yuqi like that, not even once did I have the right to be that way with anyone. Even knowing what Yuqi have gone through and how much she struggled to get her dream job. After realizing what I had done, I tried to call her and set things right, But of course, she never answered the phone or my texts. I tired talking to Shuhua, but she won't talk to me either which serves me right for hurting her sister. Soojin and Miyeon scolded me for an hour saying how I should apologize regardless if she gives me a second chance or not. And let's be honest, I doubt that she will after all I have done

I miss her so much, I can't stop thinking about her. I hate coming home to an empty house like before. With Yuqi, everything was bright and the mood was always great regardless what kind if day you had, she was always there to make it better. every part of her was satisfying, bright, peaceful, but now that she's not here I have no idea what to feel or even do with myself. I'm in my office standing at the window that looks over the city, I'm brought our of my thoughts when I hear a knock on my door. I fix my blazer and breath deeply

"Come in" I call looking at the door

The door opens and Minnie and Miyeon come inside, The Thai looks to the side clearly not wanting to look at me. I sigh knowing she didn't just come here to tell me something, but to also scold me. I out that aside for now, I'm at work

"Is there something you both need?" I ask

They both look at each other, Minnie jerks her head slightly to Ryujin. She nods and takes a step forward

"Since Yuqi is on her break, I'm here to remind you of your work trip in a next week. Will Yuqi still be accompanying you during this time or will you go by yourself?" she questioned in a serious tone

I fight back tears hearing that name 'Yuqi'. I need her back, I need to make things right between us again. I can't stand living a life without her, it's just not right, it's not complete. Minnie frowns her brows at the younger Korean and speaks up

"Soyeon, may I remind you that when this trip comes around, Yuqi will still be on her break." she said somewhat angerly

By the way she speaks to me shows that she's clearly angry at me, Yuqi is her best friend and I hurt her badly. Even finding Minnie as an older sister, she will surely act like on toward you and she's worse then my actual sisters. I nod slightly at the Thai's comment 

"Yes, I know, Minnie. But, I need her for this one last time, I canceled the last trip and I can't do it again. It would risk me and the Chinese business relationship" I said "Ryujin" I called out

"Yes ma'am?" she answered 

"Contact Yuqi that she needs to come back to work, it's urgent" I command 

She bows understanding her task and head towards the door, but I call her again for one last Request

"Wait, Ryujin...I have one last request for you" I called

She turns around in confusion and raises her brows for me to speak on it

"When you see Yuqi, tell her..."

I couldn't finish, it hurt me too much, way too much. How can I think of such of a request? How can I do this to myself? Maybe, just maybe it's better for us both...just maybe. To save us both from the insanity of these feelings. I sucked it up and fixed my hair and took a breath