Guardian Angel (Yuyeon)

Heartless beauty

-Yuqi POV-

"Done? What do you mean you're done?" I said hesitantly

"What i mean is...I want to break up with you" Soyeon said heartlessly 

I felt my heart drop all the way to the floor and the blood from my face drain in seconds. She has to be joking, It's the lack of food and sleep in her, she bluffing I know it for sure. I hug her tightly trying to fight tears from her words

"This isn't you, Yeon-ah. You just need rest and something to eat and drink" I said tearily 

She pushed me off roughly looking at me with much anger and annoyance. My breathing gets heavy and my vision looks blurry, I'm hyperventilating. I try to calm myself down by putting my hand on my chest and gripping the fabric, tears are going down my face like a waterfall. I look at Soyeon, i breath in and out shakily 

"You aren't serious...right? Please tell me you're not serious about this, Soyeon-ah, YOU'RE LYING AREN'T YOU?!" I shout sobbing

"Why would i say it if i wasn't serious? You're done, Song Yuqi" she said coldly crossing her arms

I walk up to her, grabbing her arms tightly while they're still crossed. I can't even look at her, I was crying too much and i felt too embarrassed to look her in the eye. Deep down I knew it was her lacking health and i repeated these words to myself

'She loves you, it's just her lacking health'

'She loves you, It's just her lacking health'

'She loves you, It's just her lacking health'

After some time I fall on my knees on the floor, covering my face and sobbing like I have never done before. This isn't real, this can't be real. I love Soyeon, so much, so so much. I look up at her, my eyes slightly burn and it's blurry from tears still coming out. No remorse is found when I see her, that look...that gaze...It seems all too familiar 

"Yeon-ah sniff  please, this isn't you, babe. Please my love you-"

"NO SONG YUQI, I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU ANYMORE! YOU'RE SO ANNOYING, I WOULD CHOOSE MY WORK OVER YOU ANYDAY! GET THE HELL OUT MY OFFICE!" 

My heart felt like it was taken out of me and smashed many times, I felt sick, horrible, betrayed, like my mind was being torn apart. So many emotions I've never felt before, but yet I did once then again never like this. I start to cry even worse unable to control my emotions 

"P-please Yeon-ahh, stop a-and t-think about-"

GET OUT YUQI, NOW! OR I'LL FIRE YOU IF YOU DON'T" she yelled

She got in my face and now i can see the tears starting to form in her eyes, i can see her hurt in this moment, but she's too consumed by her emotions and failing health to care about anyone else. I get up and slightly bow to her, I'm still crying but it's better then before. I head out towards the door but before heading out I look back to Soyeon, she too is looking at me leave and i can see her fighting back tears

"I l-love you, Jeon S-soyeon" i say only loud enough for her to hear 

she looks to the side and wipes her eyes. She sighs and gazes at me one last time

"J-just please leave, Yuqi-ah. We both knew from the start it would end like this" she said depressingly 

"It didn't have to, you just chose to let your emotions get the best of you and let the people you needed the most slip away" I replied softly

"NO, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND YUQI, PLEASE JUST LEAVE DAMN IT!!" she yelled now tears going down her face

I forgotten that i had the door slightly open, so when i turned around I bumped into Ryujin. My face is puffy and my eyes are red, for the first time she looks concerned for me. She grabs my wrist putting me behind her and entering Soyeon's office