i dont even want to get into detail about all the shit that happened recently but i feel so fucking insecure and fucking gross and fucking stupid i had a fucking nightmare last night that i was fucking obese my mind is fucking destroyinh me why am i always so fucking hungry ALWAYS SO FUCKING HUNGRY i fucking eat I EAT EVERY FUCKING DAY THREE MEALS A FUCKING DAY ALL THE CALORIES I NEED AND IM STILL FUCKING HUNGRY i was less hungry WHEN I FUCKING STARVED MYSELF FOR THREE DAYS WHY DO I EAT SO FUCKING MUCH I FUCKING HATE MYSELF SO MUCH I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF I HATE MY BODY MY FACE MY FUCKING HAIR MY PERSONALITY EVERYTHING I JUST FUCKING SUCK I DONT EVEN MATTER TO MYSELF
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iykwim
Non-Fictionreal and severe trigger warnings, im venting and telling the story of how i feel when i cant keep it to myself anymore. Please dont worry for me I will be okay and i have people who love me to pick me up when i get really bad but for now this is jus...
