the really scary part of being away from someone you care about and miss so much is never truly knowing if they miss you the same. missing someone can almost be bitter sweet because even if it sucks u can be excited to see them again but if your unsure and think too much like me im worried that what if only its my chest and my little heart thats hurting and maybe im not as important to him as he is to me which is so scary because im already so afraid that my feelings will ultimately be hurt because i guess even though im so much more confident and i genuinely do love so many things about myself now i still think im not easy to love
i think maybe i just miss him lots i was so angry and frustrated last week and the week before i was so so so angry with him because i was just so sad he had to go for a while.
i just want him to come home and tell me im the one he wants
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iykwim
Non-Fictionreal and severe trigger warnings, im venting and telling the story of how i feel when i cant keep it to myself anymore. Please dont worry for me I will be okay and i have people who love me to pick me up when i get really bad but for now this is jus...
