SPECIAL CHAPTER FOR MY OWN CONFUSION (BISAYA)
Hey! guess what? unproductive kaayo akong adlaw!!!! All day watching movies and wajud koy gibuhat. Anyway, do you wanna know a secret? you sure do! but, I'm not telling you my secret why? BECAUSE IT'S MY SECRET!
OKAYYYY HERE IT IS.
I am insecure right now! I've been contemplating the idea why life is so unfair! how come some people are just so lucky and some are not?! I wanted to ask the creator why some people has the money,looks,talent,fame and everything without praying about it? and here I am, struggling to finish my studies, still have a broken teeth, and 20 who still doesn't own anything?! I have God that I assure you but still shaky on that part.
You see, becoming a christian is just not as easy as people think it is. We have to endure, resist temptation( which is for me the most hardest part), avoid bad doings, be kind to those who are not, loving those people you hate, creating a good mental image and worship God at all cost. Like, even if they call you crazy because of your own belief? worship Him. Even if you feel guilty because you sinned? repent and worship Him.
Sometimes I wonder why earthly people always got the best out of this world. They are blessed than those people who served God. Though, not everyone. My point is, nganong ang mga datu do all those things nga maka satisfy sailaha and it's all fine basta end of the day they will repent and they will be saved! It's not that I don't want them to be save but, can I do that ? I mean enjoy and repent later? a big NO! why ? because you might enjoy now and die later! which means, you have 0 percent of chance to repent anymore.
We don't know kung kanus a ta kwaon right? it might be later? tomorrow? or the next day and no on will know even yourself. So why wait for that moment if you can serve him now ? If you already have everything? serve Him. You have nothing? serve Him. You sinned ? serve Him. Insecure? no money? poor? unkind? gay? rich? blessed? lucky? SERVE HIM and ONLY HIM.
Therefore, I don't believe in luck but blessings. If you have God you are blessed.
Goodnight.
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RandomWriting is the best way to share your thoughts and experiences. I made this to avoid anxiety or any mental illnesses. I also wrote my experiences for me to look back at it. Have fun and God bless.
