Take Her Back

Level 19: good girl gone bad

Angelica's POV

FUCK!!!

i know

ito ang unang beses na nagmura ako Its just...

ARGHHHHH

hindi na talaga kinaya ng mga paa ko, nanghina na kasi ang mga tuloh ko kaya't napaluhod na ako..

Sadyang hindi ko na kinaya physically, mentally at mas lalong emotionally...

The moment i saw him w/ his effin' sad face kanina

ito ang kinalabasan..

Nakakapanghina..

I dont know why

look! Im sorry for saying those bad words but can I taje a break from being sa kind, coz im so sick of being a good girl and im tired of being nice

how could my damn uncle luciff make me feel this way?

He was just my freakin' uncle by the way..

Muling nagflashback sa akin yung kanina nung nakita ko na napa-upo sya sa sahig..

Na parang may naalala na kong ano..

I dont know pero for the first time yung seryoso nung una na kanina ay makulit kung uncle..

Ngaun, i saw pain and sorrow in his beatiful creapy red eyes..

And it really affects my mood..

Coz i felt guilty!!

But..

Kung sino man ang dapat makaramdam ng pain at sorrow

AKO YUN!!

Look, i have a mom that was inlove to my dad and yet for some reason they are apart from each other then my uncle, the brother of my dad, was desperately want to be with my mom..

Because of HIM!!

my mom and dad left me..

Sabi nila para sa kapakanan ko toh

but DAMN IT!!!

can i still live if i have no one?!

Tell me mayroon ba ni isa sa inyo na makakapagsabing para sa kapakanan ko to..

May roon bah!!

For pete's sake!! Im only 18:(

yeah i am in legal age but still i cant live without them..

No man is an island..

Sabi nila..

Tama naman diba?!

Dahil kung tatanungin nyo ako ngayon if buhay pa ako..

Maybe..

Literally, I am!!

But think deaply..

The moment they left me..

Namumuhay akong parang patay..

Just go with the flow with no future..

Tapos ngaun..

A certain monster named LUCIFF make me feel guilty coz he is in pain and sorrow..

Wow!!

What a best actor!!

A great liar!!

If I know, may hidden plan sya kung bakit sya nandto..

And that is to get me..

Kapalit ni mom sa kamay ni aprodite..

Im not selfish..

Sino bang gusto hindi iligtas ang nanay mo diba?!

Kaso.. I have a feeling na may deep reason si mom kaya sya nandoon..

Na parang ayaw nyang makita sya ni luciff..

Na parang takot sya makalapit sya dto..

I dont know..

Pero kelangan kong malaman ei..

Pero siguro kung hindi parang kabuteng pasulpot-sulpot yun sa buhay ko.. Namin..

Baka buo at masayang pamilya kami..

Bakit ba kasi andto yang pesteng--

naputol ang pagmumuni ko ng..

"KITTEN!!"

THE HELL!!

Tama ba ako na tinawag nya ako gamit ang microphone?!

Arghhhh!!

Nakakahiya:D

*ting*

ay buti na lang kitten nd angelica..

Hai!!

Pero...

Bakit nya ako hinahanap?

Ganyan na ba talaga sya desperadong ipalit ako kay mom?

Ganun nya ba kamahal si mom?

I dont know pero..

Suddenly, nagsilaglagan ang mga luha ko...

Ano toh?

Why am I crying?

Dahil ba sa last question ko?

Tumakbo ako papuntang rooftop..

What is the meaning of these tears..?

Of course,--

bakit ganun??

Parang ang hirap isiwalat na ganun kalilim ang love ni luciff kay mom:(

tama ba tong nararamdaman ko?

Tama ba ang hinala ko?

Napahinto ako sa paglalakad

dhil may naalala ako..

"malalaman mo lang na nagmamahal ka na if you were jealous, your hearts beats faster, your always thinking of him and he does affect your mood... Try to feel you heartbeat.. Malalaman mo kung sino ang sinisigaw nyan..

But please--

I beg you.. Dont fall inlove to any guy..

Dahil mababalewala ang lahat..

Pagnangyari yun..

Escape through death..."

yun ang sulat ni aprodite nung iniwan nya ako matapos nya lapastanganin ang labi ni mom..

I placed my hand above my chest..

Then suddenly I HEARD

"LU-CIFF, LU-CIFF, LUCIFF"

mas lalong nagsipagtuluan ang mga luha ko..

Ang SAKIT..

SOBRANG SAKIT..

nakita ko namay butas ang grills ng rooftop..

Its the only way to escape this uncurable pain that i feel..

I wanna escape too..

Like my mom does..

Like everyone does..

CoZ

THE GOOD GIRL GONE BAD..

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A/N: TNX FOR READING

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