Take Her Back

level 30: No Way Out

May mga panahon talagang gusto mong mapag-isa, hindi dahil sa ayaw mo ng kasama o kadamay, minsan kailangan mo rin mapag-isa para timbangin ang mga bagay-bagay sa buhay mo.

So here I am again, alone in the middle of a Sacred Place of mine, my own sanctuary. I just want to be alone to think.

What will I do now? I really don't know. I feel so bothered. The time is running. My time is running. I'm scared of losing my time again without any changes. I am here to make changes but so far, I can't see changes.

Umulan ng malakas habang naglalakad ako sa madilim na lugar na iyon. Hindi batid ng aking katawan ang lamig ng patak ng ulan. Patuloy pa rin ako sa paglakad na parang wala sa aking sarili. Nahihibang na naman ako. Hanggang sa makita kong wala na akong madadaanan, isang hakbang na lamang at mahuhulog na ako sa bangin. Napangiti ako ng mapait, ayokong ulitin iyon. Nais ko ng pagbabago, hindi ito ang nararapat. Umurong ako pabalik para tiyaking hindi ako mahuhulog.

I wonder how will I die this time. I don't want to commit suicide, not again, not in this lifetime. I want something new this time, so it will be memorable to him.

Suddenly, the rain stopped. As I look up, I saw the sun shinning, and the peaceful sky. Just looking at the sky, make me calm. I silently prayed that He will guide me to a right path. I smell freash air as I inhaled. This place is very lovely and quite. I want to live here but I can't. It's ambiance makes me calm but I can't makes me happy. Being here makes me feel emptiness.

I feel cold breeze as it passes my soaked clothes, it's very cold but I'm getting use to it. It's very quite. I can't hear anything. No birds chirping. I can't see animals in here, just green trees and its's colorful flowers. This place is really great. A peaceful sanctuary that no one can find. I discovered it a long time ago. But I don't want to elaborate how I discover it.

Ilang sandali pa natakpan ng makakapal na ulap ang sinag ng araw, kaya medyo sumilim ang paligid. It makes this place dark and it makes me feel emptier.

I sigh as I take steps towards the cliff. "So beautiful," I said as I admiring the depth of the clift. I can't see it's innermost part. I frown when I saw something. I feel hot tears falling down to my face. Damn tears! My tears betrayed my act of being happy.

"Please no!!!! Don't make me remember it. I can't take it. Please!!!" I shouted as I beg then I felt my kness weakens. It's makes me fall towards darkness.

"Why are you here!?" a deep angry voice awakened me. I lift my body as I open my eyes. I found myself walking in a very long pathway.

"So cold in here, I can't stand it. " I said.

"Come to me..." He said.

I shivered as I process what he said. Ngunit kalaunan ay may sumilay na matamis na ngit mula sa aking mga labi. Dali-dali akong naglakad patungo sa pinanggagalingan ng boses na iyon. I feel no fear. I didn't hesitate to reject his offer to come to him. Honestly, it feels so right to walk towards him. I feel excited seeing the person beyond those voices. It's weird that I feel safe.

As I walk closer, it's makes me run because of excitement. The view of it's ending becames clearer and clearer as I walk closer to it.

When I pass through it, the only word I can utter is "Wow".

I was breathless when I look this very beautiful place. All I can see is a bed of white and red roses under the blue sky. I can see colorful butterflies,also. But one butterfly catch my attention. It's big color red and black wings are lovely.

"Wait!" I said as the butterfly flew away.

I run towards it, there's no way I let it go. I just want to look it closer and memorize it's every single details.

I don't know how long I was running. My feet is aching but I don't want to stop. Not Until I saw that again.

Then suddenly, my knees give up. Then I realize, I don't know how to go back.

"Once you come for me, there's no way out. I won't let you. You are mine." his Voice clouded my head as I fainted.