𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 | 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐚 𝐫.

¡ teenage fever !

april
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8:53 pm

Sakusa
Y/n?
Hey, are you awake?

10:11 pm

Y/n
heyyy
sorry, just busy
ttyl

Sakusa
Oh okay, that's fine
Goodnight

Y/n
good night omi

12:23 pm

sakusa 
I was planning on going to the gym to practice a bit later, you wanna come?

2:45 pm

sakusa
Y/n?

Y/n
oh my bad
nah I went w suna not too long ago and volleyball is nottt for me
you have fun tho ❤️

Sakusa
Oh alright then

11:11 am

Sakusa
I'm gonna be near your place later, wanna hang out? It's fine if you don't

4:00 pm

Sakusa
Hey, wyd?
Atsumu won't stop talking about his new cat at practice
I think she has cancer

Nvm, she doesn't have cancer
Osamu lied

8:19 pm

Y/n
hey, sorry I've been doing a lot of work
why would osamu lie abt that 😭😭😭

Sakusa
No clue
By the way, if you're feeling stressed you can tell me

Y/n
I'm good

7:07 am

Sakusa
Good morning

3:33 pm

Sakusa
Not to sound like a dick but Atsumu talks about things he's texted you about all the time while you leave me on delivered a lot
I'm really trying Y/n

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you
*screenshot of messages*
omg idk what I should even say to this
like I feel bad ofc but I genuinely can't bring myself to talk to him like that

yems 😝
reply to the poor man ☠️

you
I rlly want to but if it was a problem before we broke up it's terrible now
I ignore his texts like it's the Olympics bro

yems 😝
Y/n
this might
MIGHT
be a sign that maybe
Possibly
You don't like him

you
but I do

yems 😝
but do you 😬😬
The thought of kissing him makes you throw up
You don't see a future with him
You don't even like talking to him girl
At this point you guys are dragging a dead relationship on for no reason

you
why does everybody think I don't like him
it's sakusa
we know each other like the back of our hands
we've been together since we were third years so rough patches are understandable
especially since we're trying to like grow from what happened

yems 😝
Ouu I been looking for an excuse to use these psychology classes for smth
Y/n, I think that you may be holding on to the remnants of what your relationship *used* to be because you're not ready to accept that it's over because the two of you formed such a deep emotional connection over the years
Especially because you were barely given time to mourn it between Suna and the whole getting back with Sakusa thing, along with the stress that you've been put under with school
You haven't had any time to focus on YOURSELF and GROW from your breakup

you
oh

yems 😝
Yeah and I'm not done
Instead of thinking about what you did wrong in your last relationship and trying to grow from that you've distracted yourself by burying yourself in things back to back
Like really, how often do you have to do school work? I swear you're always doing it yet somehow NEVER done
Sakusa told you what you did that hurt him, and bc you took no time to reflect on that, you're doing it all over again
Now, I'm not saying that you should change for him NOW
your relationship is done
Accept it
What I'm saying is that you need to focus on yourself for just at least a month to grow, reflect, relax
AND BREAK UP WITH HIM PERMANENTLY

you
oh
I feel like I've been read like a fucking book
how do I even go about my day after this

yems 😝
reflectively 😘

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wc: 633