Love Me As I Am

21

Eijiro tossed over in his sleep as the dream played in his head. A dream of the alpha who had put him originally in this mess. The blonde spiked hair, and the dark ruby red eyes looked at him like a hungry wolf. "Kirishima." His voice a hiss.

"Why did you do this?" Eijiro asked only to find himself being shoved to his knees.

Katsuki stood over him as power radiated off him. A soft touch caressed his chin, making the red head look up. "Omega." The blonde spoke in a raspy tone.

Just like it did in the real world, Eijiro could feel himself being persuaded by the pheromones coming off him. His breathing became hard and rugged as his heart beat sped up. His vision went to a haze before the hand left his chin.

"No, Alpha." Eijiro choked out, falling onto his stomach. The blonde just turned around, and when he did, a bright red cloak was on his back.

The boy paused and turned only his head to the side where his profile could be seen. He spoke two simple words, "Wake up."

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Eijiro gasped as his body jumped awake. He laid in his nest with Ura sitting just outside. She was laid against the wall asleep, and her face looked as if she hadn't slept well. He looked around the room and also found Hitoshi sitting cross-legged on the floor with denki asleep on his lap. Hitoshi petted the blonde's hair as he watched him sleep.

Eijiro moved with a groan of pain, catching Hitoshi's attention. "Are you," The alpha paused, "You again?"

"I think so." Eijiro's voice sounded more rough them what he would think it did.

"I'll be right back," Hitoshi carefully moved the beta off his lap and onto the bed, "I'll get you some water."

He made his eay out of the room and towards the kitchen. Eijiro took note of how his body didn't feel like it normally did after a heat. Usually, he felt refreshed, but this time, he felt as if he had been hit with a truck. His throat ached, back, and even his head.

"Here you go, man." Hitoshi whispered above him, not trying to wake the others, "And some meds to help with the pain."

The red head happily accepted it and drank it down quickly. "How long has it been?" He asked after everything was gone.

"It's been a week," He took his place back on the floor to continue to talk, "You were stuck in there pretty bad. I had to share my pheromones just to get you somewhat calm."

"I'm sorry." He looked down in shame, "I'm sorry you had to deal with all of that. And I can only imagine how denki felt about the pheromones."

"He was actually the one who wanted me to do it. So we packed and I was able to help you some but of course it wasn't perfect." Toshi replied, "But Denki has been here during most of it. Him and Ura."

"What about Katsuki?" He had to ask.

"He has actually tried to come to help, but I wouldn't let him inside. Not after what he did." His fist balled up in frustration, "I wasn't going to let him have the chance of hurting you again. I don't think any of us could do this again."

Eijiro just looked down without a word to respond with. He didn't know to feel relieved that the alpha wasn't there to to feel upset that his friend didn't allow him. All he could think of was the trouble he had put everyone through the last week. His eyes watered up before the tears finally fell. He brain kept thinking only bad thoughts as he tried to sort them out.  Thoughts like how he couldn't handle pheromones enough to keep this from happening and how he would let himself succumb to being like a child who had to be taken care of by others.

"Man, don't cry." Hitoshi's voice broke through the bad thoughts.

Suddenly, his body felt as if it fell on a cloud, and it started to calm. He was able to make out the feeling, alpha pheromones. "Please don't." Eijiro tried covering his nose to block them out.

"Dude, you gotta calm down." Hitoshi answers.

"It's because I couldn't handle them that got us in the spot in the first place." Eijiro seemed to cry more.

"The difference is I'm not trying to make you submit." Hitoshi explains, "I am just trying to calm you. Pheromones work differently depending on the alpha's feelings."

Eijiro took a few breaths to calm himself. "I had a dream." He spoke softly after he stopped crying.

"What about?" Hitoshi asked.

"Katsuki." He answer came simple and fast.

Hitoshi seemed to freeze. "What happened in your dream?"

"He stood over me and held my chin," Eijiro relived it, "At first, he called me Kirishima, and then he called me omega. I called him alpha."

"Anything else?" Hitoshi needed to know.

"He went to walk away and told me to wake up, and I did." Eijiro finished.

"Imprinting." Hitoshi muttered.

"Imprinting?" Eijiro questions.

"I think that is more suitable for your parents to explain. Not me." Hitoshi sighed.

Eijiro whispered a simple okay, and then the room went back to being quiet. Suddenly, a stir came from Ura, and he eyes opened right up. "Ei?" A sleepy mumble as she looked towards her pup.

"Hey, momma." Eijiro smiled as Ura was now fully awake crying.

"Ei your back!" She cheered happily. She jumped and pulled him into a tight hug. Her cheers ended up waking Denki up as well, and in seconds, he was hugging the omega as well. Eijiro basked in the warmth of his now formed pack.

"Where is mom?" He asked after they all broke apart.

"She has been working so hard this week to where I could stay home with you." Ura answered, "So unfortunately, she isn't here right now."

"When will she be back?" Eijiro asks.

"She should be back in a few hours," Ura smiles at him, "What about some lunch? You boys hungry?" She looked over at Hitoshi and Denki, both nodded at her. Eijiro's stomach answered before he got a chance.

"I could imagine your hungry. The closest thing we got you to eat was some soup all week." Denki laughed.

"How does pizza sound?" Ura went to stand up.

"Extra cheese?" Eijiro questions.

"Always." Ura answers with and over exaggerated gasp.