ONLY GIRL | boys planet ✔️

chapter 29

" the final voting begins "We were all in the waiting room when lee min hyuk star master said that. "I'm so nervous," I said grabbing onto whoever was beside me, which happened to be Matthew and Gunwook.

"I'm scared I won't make it," Gunwook tells me playing with my finger. "ayee don't say that, we can't afford to be negative now alright," I told him holding his hands in mine, though his were very very much bigger.

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we're doing a live, I mean that's from what the boys told me. I was taking a big fat shit in the toilet so I missed the first part, but the guys filled me in. apparently we're going with a pajamas party theme, sounds fun !!

the pajamas we got are pajamas I'm not used to wearing. like you know those Christmas pajamas? yea I'm not used to wearing those. not saying it's not cute, because it is alright!

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we were decorating the place, blowing up balloons, and putting up some decorations. I sat beside Gunwook. " is this balloon big enough or bigger? " I asked seungeon who was in front of me.

"I think it's a good size," he said and I tied it. just beside me is a guy who has been trying to tie the balloon for a while now.

" I don't know how to tie a balloon, my mom always did it for me" Gunwook admitted. everyone was physically shocked. cute la.

" gunwook look," I said then showed him how to tie it, he tried but still struggled. I'm starting to think it's because his fingers are bigger.

"stretched the ends more gunwook" I said and he did, then twist the stretched ends around two fingers before putting the end into. the created circle and tying it. done!

"good job! " I told him and he proudly waved his just-tied balloon at me before hitting it away like a volleyball.

( the place gets filled with the trainee's love )

then we drew each other faces on the balloons, not many of them were nice. Kim gyu-big drawing was my personal favourite. he has enormous hands, my hands looks like baby hands compared to his.

matthew one was funny too, his hair looked like grass. rather than the drawings turning out cute, it turned out quite scary. if I see this in Halloween Horror Night I would probably scream.

" fighting !! "
" let's do this guys !! "
" we have 4 minutes left "

everyone changed into their pajama set. "ahh jiaqi is so cute " I heard Zhanghao say. "I'm cute too," shanbin said popping out of the blue. I chuckled, "Yes, you are," Zhanghao told him, "but my daughter is the cutest," he said placing his arms around me and poking my cheeks.

( the trainees entered one by one )

"Welcome to the Planet World pajamas party " , previously MC, sung Hanbin started and everyone gave a round of applause.

today MC is not Kamden and Yujin but Park Hanbin and Kum Junhyeon!!! clap guys clap !!

the first gift had the keyword 'tell me', the only tell me I know right now is the tell me tell me dduudduuddu tell me... Do you know the TikTok dance? guys... if you don't, just pretend you do and say yes.

: seok Matthew what's a new Korean word you learned recently
: I'm not sure if this will be censured or-

everyone's eyes grew bigger and their ears became more sensitive. "aigo, whisper it to me Matthew hyung," I said and he whispered into my ear.

"ahh, yeah you can say that," I said smiling, and not so discreetly letting off a breath of relief. if he said something he was not supposed to, his career would've ended before it even started. oh, deary...

: hell yeah

Matthew said in such a cutie patootie manner.

: Lee hoe taek when do you think you're cute?

I think this question caught everyone off guard because he was like "What??" and because of his reaction I was trying to control my facial expressions to the best of my abilities.

: mmm right now

he said putting a finger on his lips. I stared not sure whether to laugh or cry. oh lord. I gulped, hoping this scene wouldn't replay in my head when I slept tonight. I think Hoetaek feels the same because he started reflecting on his actions immediately. 

: okay try again, 3 2 1
: wait

he said in a baby voice, and I saw Jay's reaction and laughed. then I heard Seungeons laughter and I couldn't stop laughing. at this point, I was hiding behind Zhanghao trying to stop laughing.

you thought that was the end of hoetaeks aegyo right? Well, you're wrong, and it doesn't really get any better. just when I thought I could stop laughing, hoetaek hit us with another blow and I immediately turned away.

when I looked back Jay's reaction, he was looking directly at me, it made me laugh again. we communicated with our eyes giving each other a look that probably say "HELP ME" .

then after a while, they started talking about Zhanghao sleeping habits. Well uhmm about his loud snores.

( the exposing continues )

" jiaqi and I shared a room with Matthew and Zhanghao during Kill This Love. jiaqi slept on the bed on top of mine, then Zhanghao and Matthew were on the other bunk. they were snoring in harmony" Keita exposed and I couldn't stop laughing, clapping my hands and nodding in agreement.

" yea!! at one point I went down to take my headphones and played music to help me fall asleep because the two guys were very loud" I added.

then they continued talking about sleeping habits, like hoetaek where's construction headphones to not let anyone's snore ruin his sleep, but he's the one snoring.

( performance break )

: that's all the gifts we've prepared
[ sadly it's time to wrap up ]

then we said our goodbyes. "byebyeee" sent our hearts and when we thought the live ended and that it was over, we heard people calling each other's name.

" Kim jiwoong " it started then suddenly all of our names were called in no particular order. the voices unfamiliar. then a video appeared on the screen.

( video messages for the trainees )

" jiaqi, my beautiful beautiful beautiful girl. you're so beautiful inside and out, so kind, smiley, I love everything about you. I love your voice, the way you act, your mindset, the way you treat others I love everything about you. every day I fall in love with you more and more. I hope you know that I'm rooting for you, I love you jiaqi "

"jiaqi, you've been my number one pick ever since I saw you talk to Zhanghao in the first episode. you're so real and I relate to you so much. To be very honest, you're the reason why I'm still here today. so thank you. you saved my life, made me laugh, made me happy. so I wish to be that for you too, I'll always be here ready to catch you whenever you fall. I love you and am so proud of you my love. "

After all the messages we were all in tears. I couldn't contain my tears no matter how hard I bit my lips. My breathing now shaky and my lips trembled, eyes filling up with tears. I started to whimper a little, then all the tears rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably.

"It's so sad to see you cry like that, "Zhanghao told me wiping my tears away and squeezing my hand. Park Hanbin came up one step and hugged me tight. he hugged me throughout the whole video.

Once the video ended everyone was left in silence. sniffles, whimpers and well silence filled the room. Through Planet World we have all gained fans who genuinely care about us and we're so so grateful.

" jiaqi can you share your thoughts" the staff asked me and Phanbin gave me a squeeze. "yea, I'm so grateful for everyone's love and support. I'm glad I make you guys smile, I hope that everyone will always be smiling, always be happy no matter what. I'm just so grateful and happy" I said nodding.

" starcreators, we love you "