ONLY GIRL | boys planet ✔️

chapter 30

I prepared letters for the trainees I'm close to, I gave all the top 20 a letter. here's how a few goes :

to my favourite Japanese, keita,

hey keita, it's jiaqi. I don't know what to say right now, so I'll just write down everything I'm thinking about. firstly, I want to thank you. thank you for everything, I wouldn't be able to make it through this survival show without you. you were with me since kill this love, we even performed our last stage on planet world together. nothing could've prepared me to perform my next stages without you keita. :(

though you did not debut through this show, you did so well. I'm so proud of you and how far you've come, and how you kept pushing even when times were tough. I'm so very proud of you.

I'm sure this survival show will create new and better opportunities for you. I hope you don't give up and keep working towards your goal. when you debut, which you will soon, I'll be at your concerts, we'll collaborate do challenges together etc etc. I'll play your songs on repeat. even as you train to debut, I'll be rooting for you.

I love you keita, I really do. I love you so so much, I hope you never loose your lovely smile and I hope you don't ever forget me and the memories we made. you played an important role in my life, when I look back / when I tell my children about this survival show you'll be mentioned tons and tons of times!

keita, contact me often okay. I'm always here just give me a ring ;). xx

to my blued hair phanbin,

I never regret telling you I like your hair and becoming crazily close to you. I appreciate all the time we spent together though it was limited. I should've cherished our moments earlier. anyway, thank you for being who you are. being that sassy best friend, who's always judging me.

HAHA. I love you, and I'm very proud of you. I'm proud of how much you've improved through this show, I'm so glad I got to see you grow as a person. you're doing so well hanbin, and I hope once you debut we'll be able to film challenges together!

I hope you will always smile, don't be too hard on yourself. be safe, take care of yourself. this is not the end, this will create more opportunities so don't be too harsh to yourself. I love you hanbin.

& many more

that night, after taking multiple pictures with the group, I went to the Han river. phanbin said that he was there. I walked around the place and soon found the boy.

I took a seat beside him as he looked at the scenery. he turned and saw me, but said nothing. we just stared into the night sky that seemed to have no end.

no words were exchanged, but we enjoyed each other's company. it was like we were in our own bubble but with each other, and the night sky.

" the sky is pretty " he told me breaking the silence, "mm" I agreed leaning back so I could get a better view of the sky. it's pretty.

we spoke, but we spoke nothing of planet world and the debut team. we didn't dare to touch that topic at all.

but it was still a good way to end the night. before we parted ways he told me "congratulations" and gave me a tight hug before seeing me off at the train station where we went our separate ways.

" I wish you the best for your future endeavours,
and I hope you never lose your cute smile
and glint in your eyes "