She Was Wrath!

Seven!

There is this point in your life that when you want to give up, when everything is not going as planned so you go down on your knees and cry yourself to death. You curse everything around you. You curse yourself, you curse whoever brought you into this world. You ask yourself questions. That is not a part of what I am going to do. If my birth in this world had a meaning, then I want it to be known.

The fashion show in the royal wedding was just a start and I am not broken by that. Today is a day for another chance, another opportunity to walk through these door and claim what I want to claim.

Standing from my bed, I pick my laid out suit. The white suit. Not cream, not a shade of white but the snow white suit. If you've watched princess Eleanor reading a constitution, you have seen her white suit. I made myself a similar suit. White is more of innocence, more of blameless but to me, there is no innocence in me, My innocence waS stollen long a ago, all I have in me is blood, looming around me, fighting to have a chance in these white suit in my body. They red blood is going to be stained in this suit.

"Woah, damn!" Zuriel shouts as I step down the last flight of stair case to the living room. Are you seeing some simple reason no one can bring me down on my knees to destroy me, this human here, he is my cheer leader, no matter what I go through I know his birth had a meaning in my life.

"I love it mum, but trust me, you are killing it!" He says as he lifts the spoon up.

What did I do to deserve you?

I place a kiss on his cheek. He is ready for school. I pick my lunch that is always prepared for me. Liam is at the table, he is busy on his iPad.

Today is an important day for me, they have to make sure that my day is well planned. Zach is not on the table, probably somewhere tying to fix my car and checking that I will have all the time to do what I want.

"Are you ready for school?" I ask Zuriel who is wiping the side of his mouth.

He nods then gives me the card, the long awaited card. It's the birthday card invitation, an invitation that had me almost cancel all my plans to attend. As much as I want, I can't attend. Going through the card, they have said parents shouldn't be worried about their children's safety becausue it will only be a bouncing castle. I smile knowing very well Liam won't have to waste alot of his time baby sitting him. I hand the card to him and he nods back.

"Can we go now?" Zuriel asks. I check my watch and it's not even time for him to leave the house. Since I can't argue with him about his school, I quickly pick my folder up and stride towards the door.

Having a conversation with Zuriel is everything I yearn for in the morning. How he explain what he is planning to do today is great. He looks like a kid who has everything planned out. He makes me feel like, I have accomplished more in this world.

"Then, you know, I have to sit next to my best friend, help her in writing, and Maths, you know she has her difficulty," he says counting for me everything in order.

"Why can't ger parents get her the glasses, Zuri?" I ask.

Kendra has everything and getting her daughter some glasses is more important than anything. Unless he is trying to hide something.