LADY SATANS

part 58

And he at that moment was introduced to a new world. New unfamiliar feelings were arising in his core. His soul and his heart was shaken as he looked at scarlet who was laughing at the mess he had created.

Jin watched the poor murdered eggs and nodded his head in disappointment. Advancing towards the kitchen he slapped namjoon's back jerking him into his reality.

Taking a deep breath he said
Jin :" namjoon you are a disappointment and you also just destroyed my kitchen. What are you doing ? .....baking a cake ? I'll help !!!..namjoon do you mind cleaning these dead bodies!"

He spoke this while wearing his apron and getting a bowl that he kept in front of him. Namjoon cleaned the eggs while trying to process what his mind had just hit. What was happening? And whatever was happening was definitely not right ! With gloominess on his face he picked up the eggs and was now cleaning the floor. While Jin and Scarlett were making a cake. Jin was standing besides her guiding her and doing a few steps himself. While talking,Jin was making dad jokes and Scarlett giggled at his jokes. Everytime she giggled something inside him broke.

" No it is temporary ! It's new but maybe it's because of neural coupling maybe something else ......but why ? Why do I suddenly feel jealous ? Why do I want her to back off ? Why ?!...I was okay till now ! Why did I offer to help her . ....because I couldn't see her sad but it could be nueral coupling. It could be because she had been talking about one sided realtionship. One sided love ......maybe that's why my mind and body are reacting In this way . . ...I do not believe in love. I have read Soo many books and I don't believe in the emotion of love .....there is no such thing as that. It's all our brain's game. People only get attached to others and name that feeling love. Otherwise falling in love is no such thing ....then why ? Why all of a sudden I want to stop all this.  Why all of a sudden I want to go to her and say that you don't have to get rejected by him ......but what if he accepts her ...that would be a nightmare. I am his friend,his brother how would he feel if he comes to know that his friend has a crush on his girl .....I would never ! I can't !.."

Entangled in his own thoughts ,he mindlessly watched them making a cake !.....a cake that was maybe going to decide on his and her destiny. A way to go to his heart. Seeing her working so heard to win another man's heart made his jealous self worse. Confusion ,frustration started to built as he was amid a serious and complicated situation. The new feelings of jealousy and so called love were arising in his heart. At a moment like this. For a girl like Scarlett. A girl who claimed to be madly in love with his freind. And his freind ??? He might accept her ...he took a step ahead listening to his heart. He never listened to his heart but at that moment the confusion and frustration gave the key to his body to his heart. He took a step ahead with the intention of stopping her ......telling her that it's not worth it. But then his heart stopped his rising steps. Would scarlet be happy ? .....no ! She would cry ! She would bawl her eyes out if he rejects her again. She'll try to harm herself again. Which he would never let her but still her eyes would let tears escape. Those tears was the last thing he wanted to see. What kind of thing was happening ?

Scarlett and Jin kept the cake in the oven. And came out of the kitchen. Jin sat in the lounge taking out his glasses and making them sit on his nose. Taking out his laptop ,he started moving his long fingers around typing his codes. Namjoon with lost eyes was walking a meter behind Scarlett as she made her way to her room. But just then suga came out ....of his room.

Walking towards the kitchen he stopped by scarlet. And the moment he stopped namjoon's heart sank. Because he never stopped by himself to talk to anyone. Was suga's heart melting ? Was it already melting ?
She melted his stone heart. No doubt she did ! Was it a love triangle. His fate had him falling in love with a girl who was madly in love with his friend. And his friend was developing feelings for her as well. He was talking to the girl he realized he suddenly was in love ......after talking for 5 or 6 minutes,he passed by namjoon who was standing there with tired and sad eyes. Suga examined him with wierd expressions but didn't stop to ask if he was okay ..

But the smile on Scarlett's face was enough to tell him that everything was going okay. .......as she entered her room. He made his way to the rooftop. Standing there in the sun he looked at his shadow.  He didn't even want his shadow to be there ......he wanted to be alone. Standing there,the engine if his thoughts train started.

" What is happening with me . .....not believing in love ! ( Sarcastic chuckle ) .....I had thought that I would marry one day but at a specific age that was in my late 30's. After choosing a compatible partner. A bookworm woman with maturity and seriousness. Someone I can discuss the secrets of this universe with. Judging people and loathing them for claiming they fall in love ....my fate .....it has brought me here ......where my brain laughs at me ...and says see now your heart is in command .......what are these feelings happening ? .....I fell for a girl opposite to my type. And I am feeling like a little child who wants what he is seeing without thinking of anything at all. I ....I who has always analyzed things and had pans to test and analyze my future partner from the way she dresses to the way to she eats including ever single aspect of her personality...and I fell for a girl without thinking. And she seems perfect to me ......but still why did it have to be a love triangle. Why did I have to suffer. ? Seeing them happy makes me jealous of suga. But her smile ? I don't want to take that away. On one side is my friend and on other side is the girl I like. If I want her for myself her heart will break. And I would be betraying my friend by liking the girl he has feelings for ..but I think what matters the most is scarlet......her smile. Her happiness ....... I have seen her cry ....I have seen her blaming herself and saying that her gorgeous self is bad ...I will stay quiet and try my best to help her .."

The cake was ready. As soon as Scarlett took out the cake from the oven she remembered Suga's voice. The way he was talking to her right now .....he for the very first time talked to her first. He came and asked if she was doing okay and if she was well ? He was starting to care for her.hope and happiness in her heart were overflowing. With extreme overwhelming emotions ,she took out the cake from the paj without caring for the burns and want straight to his room.

Namjoon came down and saw Scarlett
Standing in the hallway with her face on the opposite side. She had just came out and he couldn't figure out what had happened. .....with curiosity and his heart beating fast and faster he advanced towards her and touched her shoulder to grab her attention. She turned around and.....

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Guys who do you think will Scarlett end up with ? Suga or namjoon ?