LADY SATANS

part 67

And she stunned by his sudden confession forgot to breath and felt dizzy. What was happening ? Why was he confessing? Her head spun and she lost balance. But he was there ! How could he let her fall,holding her gently by her arm he pulled her towards himself and looked into her eyes .....her breaths becoming uneven as he felt his cold hand around her warm arm but then someone caught her attention. The figure standing in the balcony door ,the heat she felt from her gaze ....her sister ...Scarlett was standing there looking at his love holding her sister. The touch she craved ....someone was getting it. Her eyes met Scarlett's and a guilty feeling in her arose as she remembered Scarlett's tears ,her restlessness for suga. The person holding her arm and confessing his feelings ....her sister loved that person .she jerked suga's hand and walked aggressively stopping by Scarlett and looking at her with guilt in her eyes ,she went inside. Suga didn't turn until a few moments and then when he turned around ,his eyes met Scarlett's. Tears floating in her eyes. Suga walked passed her again ignoring her existence like he always did. Leaving her there with tears.

Something inside her again broke. Her heart .....already broken heart broke again...into piece that were almost unmendable. Taking slow steps ,she reached near the reeling ,looking down the terrace she wondered if she should just die and finish all the pain.

Her sadness converting into anger as she screamed and then spoke
" Why?....why is my life this miserable. Why god why ? What did I ever do ?....all I wanted was to be destroyed by him. I didn't ask for anything except him but .....he chose Henley ! ...I am jealous ,a lot ..I am too jealous ,too much. I want them to not be together and be together. Oh god ! I am fucking confused right now. I don't know what to do ...... Henley...for her ,should I back off ! But even if I do ,my heart will hurt every time I'll look into her eyes. Every time I'll see her with suga. Every single time it'll hurt. ...

Henley ran inside feeling guilty as hell. Locking herself in her room ,she took deep breaths evening her heart beat. Tears escaped her eyes as she imagined the pain in Scarlett's eyes.

" What would she be thinking right now ?....that I seduced suga or something. I turned into a villain of her life. The girl who pretended to be sweet and stole the man she went crazy over but .....oh Scarlett! How do I tell you I never seduced him. I never even liked him ....he kept scaring me and I kept getting scared. And I hated him but ......I am sorry scarlet "

What kind of complex situation was she in .....she felt again like a villain.one side was her sister and the other a person who she barely knew. Was she interested in him ? ...she didn't know. Leaving her room ,making up her mind to tell everything to Scarlett,she passed by his door. But an aura ....an attraction stopped her feet. She with all her might tried to walk but someone stopped her ....someone ,something ,an organ or is it ? Her heart stopped her and her steps started moving backwards. Stopping right in front of his room ,she took a deep breath. Her heart beat started running and her breaths barely there. Was this cheating ? Was this betrayal. But .....if she rejects him ,is it going to change anything at all ....will he go to her ...the answer was no ! No matter what happens ,she couldn't make suga go to Scarlett cause that was not something she could control it was something only he could control ..or could he ? ....she turned the door knob ....why did she do that ? She didn't know but she turned the door knob and entered the place she once hated. He was standing there with his exact coldness. And yes he was changing his shirt again ! Every single time ....it had to be her and his shirtless self. But this time she didn't run ! She didn't want to run. And he didn't grab her because he knew she was coming to him. There was not a slightest hint of smile on his lips. She questioned her decision of entering his life but no matter how much wrong it looked ,her heart wanted it. All of a sudden ,she wanted to be treated not like she wanted but like he wanted. Closing the door behind her ,she advanced towards him with slow steady steps. Her shoulder cut hair fluttered in the breeze coming from his balcony. The coldness sending shivers down her spine. The darkness ,his cold shirtless existence ,the curtain flying from the breeze and the moonlight looked straight out of a dark romance book. He was just standing there looking at her approaching him with slow steps. She reached him and stopped a few inches away from her. Looking in his eyes she slightly opened her mouth. Utter silence with no words ,but the silence spoke. Both of them spoke without using words. Her eyes shifted to his bare torso and the scars on it and he followed her gaze. Taking a step back as she raised her hand towards his torso. He hesitated. .....he hadn't allowed anyone to see his scars and touching was not a thing.

But Henley .....she took a step forward and advanced her delicate fingers towards his scars. This time he didn't move ,he just felt her delicate warm fingers tracing his scars in silence. The darkness ,moonlight ,their breaths and the tingling from her touch .....it was mesmerizing. He roughly picked her up and threw himself with her on the bed. She hesitated feeling that his intentions were not good but he once again surprised her. He cuddled her tightly holding her as if he has been waiting for someone to hold him. Hugging her ,taking in her scent with his breath ,he finally let out the tears he had been holding in for years. This was all unexpected for her but she after all was a healer. Moving her hand to his head ,she started caressing his hair gently while he cried in her embrace. That was the first time in years he had felt at home ,felt the warmth of a person.

After crying he looked at her face ,and traced his finger along her tiny round face.

Suga :" I know I am not perfect ....I am broken and ...I don't know if I'll be a good person for you or not but Henley can you please.......be with me forever and never let me go ...?"

Henley just looked at him with confusion but then her eyes softened as she nodded her head.

Suga :" what is it that you really wanted to do before you were dragged here ?"

Henley giggled at his sudden question.

Henley :" I wanted to open a flower shop with a book cafe on the side ! How silly ! What about you ?"

Suga :" that's not silly ! ....I ... didn't have a dream. Maybe to be a human. To live a normal life ....!"

Meanwhile in taehyung's room.

Taehyung:" Melissa .....will you .."