I have these little thoughts
Locked up inside me
Under invisible chains and clear locks.
Some are simply my regular thoughts
That I have when there
Is no one around for me to tell.
Some are pure emotion
That I have no words to express
To anyone
So I keep them inside
Because my voice won't come.
Some are little secrets
White lies and dirty thoughts
That thing that happened
That only a couple of people
In the whole world knows about.
Some are desires
Both of things I desperately reach for
And of subconscious impulses
But these are silly and frivolous
And I feel weak thinking so much about them
And I am too weak to talk about them.
All of these thoughts
Powerful, embarrassing, heart-lifting, crushing
Stay locked up inside me
Until the day when
I can find a way
To let them fly away.
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This is how I let them fly. . .
Just... me... I suppose...
-RenCirdan
