messages; hood

// alice//

// alice's pov //

I haven't texted Calum for a month. He is still always on my mind though. I wonder how he's doing. Has he read my messages? Does he know how much he's hurt me?

I still see my therapist every Wednesday. I still have insomnia. I tell him about Calum.

Ashton asked me to be his girlfriend. I said yes. He's been helping me a lot. He never leaves my side. We're going to spend the rest of the summer at his family's beach house.

It still feels a little strange though. Calum was my first boyfriend and Ashton was his friend.

We leave for his beach house in a week. I'm really excited. I love spending time with somebody and not spending all day alone in my room.

I'll be starting university in September. Ashton got into the same university to study Music.

I need a new start. I want to get better and try and move on. No matter how hard it is and how much it hurts; I need to.

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this is a sort of filler chapter - sorry it's not very good