to; alice
from; calum
sent on 28th march, wednesday at 2.00am
I haven't forgiven myself and I probably never will. It's my fault. Alice, you were the one person I truly loved... And it's my fault you're dead. People tell me it's not my fault, but there is somebody else who agrees with me; Ashton.
He stopped talking to me like a friend once you died. The only reason he can stand to be in the same room as me is because we're both friends with Luke and Michael. He wanted to hit me that day. He wanted to yell and scream at me saying it was my fault. He isn't the same guy anymore either. Did you know how much he loved you? He never got over it.
Not only have I ruined your life and mine (even though I deserve it), I've ruined Ashton's too.
YOU ARE READING
messages; hood
Fanfiction" in which a girl sends messages to the boy she misses most " + " in which a boy sends messages to the girl he misses most " cutehood
