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to; alice
from; calum

sent on march 20th, tuesday at 7.08pm

Michael found me texting you and took my phone. That's why I haven't texted you in a while. He gave it back eventually. He decided to have some sort of meeting with Ashton and Luke to discuss my grieving issues. Why can't they just leave me alone? They're sending me to therapy, again. Do they not see that I don't want to move on? They're trying not to get angry with me, but I know they're fed up. They shouldn't worry about me.

You were different to me though. You meant so much more to me. When I said this, Ashton got really pissed off. He's not talking to me at the moment. He said I was selfish, thinking I was the only one that missed you. I didn't mean to make him angry.
Everyone hates me; but nobody could hate me as much as I hate myself. I'm so sorry...

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