Always

Chapter 3- Love at first, cigarette?

It is finally Friday night and my heart is already beating out of my chest, I eat some dinner, and head to my car, and drive to Jane's house, I am so nervous for tonight, man, I really hope this Kian Lawley kid isn't a total douchebag, and I hope he's just as cute as he was in the pictures that Jane showed me of him, pictures can be deceiving though.

Well, i've decided to wear a black strapless dress, knee high, with Jane's really cute black pump high heels. I really hope this night works out, I know these heels won't. I can already feel 2 blisters on the back of my heels. Why can't I just wear my black vans?

"So, Mel, are you excited?" Jane questions while putting on her mascara and eyeliner.

"Yeah, I guess so. I'm just really nervous" I say with a half smile.

"You'll be fine! I promise. Let me just text JC and tell him that we are on our way" Jane says.

"What? I thought he was coming here and picking us up to bring us..." I question.

"Oh...i forgot to tell you. He can't he's already kind of tipsy, so can you drive?" Jane asks.

"Jane are you kidding me?!" I say.

"Mel, please!" She begs.

"Fine. We're not staying all night." I say and make it clear.

We walk downstairs and Janes mom is smoking a cigarette on the front porch. "Bye girls. Be safe. Control yourselves" She laughs and continues to smoke her cigarette.

"We will be careful Gina." I say to Janes mom. Jane just rolls her eyes and hugs her mom goodbye

"See ya, losers! JANE TELL JC I SAID WHAT'S UP AND I MISS HIM!" Gina shouts at us while we are getting in my car.

"NEVER!" Jane screams back and laughs jokingly.

"Okay...so Mel, don't be a like a total party pooper...AMELIA IS A PARTY POOPER!" She shouts while we are driving down her street, and I just ignore that remark and laugh and slap her arm jokingly.

While i'm driving to JC's dorm, it takes about 10 minutes to get there, but it seems like forever, time seems so slow and I can't help but be nervous, I don't do well around guys. I never have. I never really know what to say, I end up saying the wrong thing all the time, or we never have anything in common, I'm sweating already. Great.

We both get out of the car seeing a bunch of people outside in the front, and back, playing beer pong, and drinking, and smoking cigarettes. This is totally not my territory, this is my first time being at a party like this, I can't blow it. We walk up to the door and there stands JC, and is wearing black skinny jeans, a white tank t-shirt that says 'Vans- off the wall' on it in red lettering, black and white vans, a red bandana, and has a beer in his hand, of course he does, it wouldn't be JC if he didn't have a beer in a red solo cup every friday night at one of his 'smashers'

"Hey babe! Hey Amelia" Jc says with a drunk and high look on his face. He is definitely not just a 'bit' tipsy. That's bullshit.

"Hi JC" I say in sort of an annoying voice.

"So, come on in, I want you to meet my friend, Kian Lawley, that you have been oh so anxious to meet I hear" JC giggles with his arm around Jane and kissing her on the forehead.

"YO, Kian!" Jc shouts from across the room into the kitchen. "AMELIA IS HERE! COME OUT AND MEET HER YOU DIP SHIT" JC shouts.

Kian comes strolling out of the kitchen and is wearing black and white converse, black ripped skinny jeans, a black and red flannel with a white under shirt, a red hat, backwards, and he has gorgeous brown eyes and brown hair, a black hoop nose ring, a dangly earring in his left ear, and a stud in the right ear, and a whole bunch of tattoos on his arms. Wow, for a second the world went dark and all I could see was Kian walking down the hallway to confront me, he's really cute...