Always

Chapter 6- The Date

Kian finally pulls up in his car and calls me to tell him he's here. He walks up to my door, and hands me flowers, and I can tell my mom is already pleased. I am so excited already.

"Hi Mrs. Porter I am Kian Lawley, it's a plessure to meet you" Kian says smiling and shaking my moms hand.

"Likewise, Kian, and oh, call me Diane, I hate Mrs. Porter, it sounds like you're talking to my mother" She says laughing.

"You got it, Diane. So...Amelia, you look beautiful. Are you ready to go?" He asks.

"Yeah, I'll see you later mom. I'll be home by 11" I say.

"No, you'll be home by 10:15" Mom says eyeing Kian.

"I'll have her home by then Diane." Kian says smiling and putting my coat over my shoulders.

I give my mom a hug and walk out the door down the steps and to Kian's car, my heart is already beating so fast out of my chest and I am so eager to just jump over the seat and start kissing him. He is so perfect. I have to have self control though. I can't be too pushy. I have to remember that. We pull up to this fancy italian restaurant, and he opens my car door, and smokes a cigarette before going inside. He opens the door for me and says "Reservation under Kian, dinner for 2" We get sat immediately.

"Wow, you look absolutely amazing Amelia" Kian says blushing.

"Thanks, I try" I say giggling. "You don't look bad yourself you know" I say laughing.

"Thanks, I try" He says mocking me.

The waitress comes over, and takes our orders, I order spaghetti with meatballs and Kian orders Salmon over caesar salad.

"So, Amelia, wanna show me some of those cool skateboarding moves your dad taught you sometime" Kian says while taking a sip of his rum and coke.

"Yeah, sure. How about tomorrow?" I ask eagerly.

"Ugh, I would, but I can't tomorrow...JC needs help with a photo-shoot tomorrow, and he needs me to help carry the equipment for him and Joseph" He says while rolling his eyes. "I'm sorry" He says shrugging his shoulders.

"No, that's okay." I say smiling

"I'll text you tomorrow though, and we can hangout Monday? I'll pick you up from school. Classes for me are over at noon." He says.

"That's perfect. I get out at 2:10." I say looking at him.

"I'll be there" Kian winks and smiles.

I can't believe this is really happening. Me and Kian finish eating and he pays for our meal and we get into his car.

"So, it's only 9:00, wanna go to the beach or something?" Kian says rubbing his knee with one hand.

I think he does that when he is nervous, this is the like fifth time he's done this.

"Sure. I would love that" I nod my head in agreement.

We get to the boardwalk, and sit down on a bench at the end of the beach sort of near the ocean. Kian hands me his coat because I am shivering, it's cold near the water, and I have no idea why we are even at the boardwalk in the middle of January, oh well. Time seems to kind of, well, stop when I'm with Kian. What the hell am I saying? I just met him; ugh. I'm falling for him so fast, it's only been 2 days, and I'm already falling for him. This is crazy. This only happens in movies.

"You are really beautiful, Amelia Rose, you know that?" Kian says smiling.

I blush and thank him. He is making me smile.

Kian leans in and I smile and turn my face. Oh my god, did i just reject him? This went from good to bad in just .2 seconds.

"Uh, shit. My bad I'm sorry. I thought you, uh...wanted to?" Kian says confused while taking his hat off and putting it back on.

"No, Kian. I do...it's just...it's just I've never really you know, legitimately kissed a guy before, well I have...it just was a dare at this party my freshman year, and it wasn't...good?" I say shyly, and slightly embarrassed because I feel like I keep babbling on and on about nothing. God, am I being too much?

"That's okay Amelia, really, don't worry about it. I can wait." Kian says while grabbing my hand.

I look out onto the ocean and then back at Kian's face, he is so beautiful, and everything about him is amazing. I haven't felt this way about anyone before, i've only ever felt a burning passion like this before for my skateboard. Not a boy. What is happening to me?

"It's getting late. We should probably go before your mom doesn't trust me taking you out anymore." Kian says in a sad tone.

We start to walk down the boardwalk back to the car when I stop him and say "Kian, wait. You know how you wanted to kiss me before?" I say giggling, and in a lower tone, almost hoping he didn't hear me just say that.

"Yeah, why?" He asks with a side smile on his face

"Well, I'm sorry for not doing it." I say shyly looking down at my shoes.

"Amelia, it's fine. Seriously, don't sweat it, I get it, you're nervous and don't want to mess up, no hard feelings, you know?" Kian says putting his hand on my shoulder.

I look into Kian's eyes, and I think it's about to happen. He hugs me and looks into my eyes.

"God, you're so beautiful Amelia, I never thought I would be falling for you so quickly, that never happens." Kian says while observing my eyes and moving them looking around my face.

I blush, this is really happening. Kian leans in and kisses me. I feel sparks everywhere, If fireworks could go off behind me and a love song by Sam Hunt starts playing like it does in movies when someone is in love with the other then it would be happening in this very moment. I feel his lips press against mine repeatedly, and it feel's amazing. Kian grabs my face with his hands, and runs his fingers through my hair, while I feel his tongue slip into my mouth, I do it back, I think that's what you're supposed to do, he does this a couple times before pulling away. I don't want him to stop. He is so amazing at this.

"How was that?" I say shyly wiping my mouth off from the wetness our kiss had gave me.

"It was breathtaking Amelia, just like you." He says smiling and wraps his arm around my waist and smoking a cigarette in the other hand. This whole night has been perfect. The whole drive back to my house goes by so slow. We barley even spoke, he just held my hand in his and had it on his thigh and would occasionally pick my hand up and kiss it. It's like I'm destined to be stuck in this very moment, with Kian. The night we spent with eachother with be forever remembered, even if some how I wake up from this crazy dream, I will always remember this moment.