Forbidden Love (EDITED & COMPLETED)

[7] Suffering Pain (EDITED)

**EDITED VERSION**

I went to S.T.A.R. Labs as I was nervous about this whole going back in time to save mom. After Caitlin and Ronnie's wedding, Joe signaled me to talk with him about something.

"I'm guessing it's Snart that you're worried about," Joe sighed.

"If Barry and I go back, then Lennie won't be the man I-"

I have honestly fallen for a criminal and he makes things worth something. Joe hugged me and we made our way towards the Particle Accelerator.

"Ready Z?"

"Yeah, I just need to make one last call," I said.

I called Lennie on his burner phone but no answer so I hung up after calling him 3x so I can get things over with. When we got inside the Accelerator, we started to run fast and we were seeing so many things.

"Think of that night....think of your mother"

Suddenly, we were in Barry's room and we were waiting for our turn to save mom. But, I looked at my necklace and thought of Lennie.

"Barry, wait!"

Then, the future Barry stopped us from doing anything. Barry closed the door as future Barry grabbed younger Barry out of there. Meanwhile, my younger self was being protected by mom from Reverse-Flash and he knocked young me out.

"Mom...." I whispered.

We got to her side and I was in pain from watching my mom die. Barry was trying to get mom to understand how we're here.

"You're not gonna understand but it's us mom....it's us, Barry and Hazel," Barry mumbled.

"My beautiful children...."

"We came back so we could.....tell you that dad, Barry and I are OK," I choked up from tears.

"You remind me so much of myself....my beautiful angel, Hazel," she said.

"We love you and miss you so much," Barry cried.

"Good....bye.....Z and Bar," Mom breathed her last words.

Then, she was gone and I couldn't help but cry all over again.

"Mom.....mom.....mom!" I cried.

"We have to go Z," Barry muttered.

I held her in arms until my younger self woke up and sat above mom with tears coming down her face.

"Mommy?!"

Barry and I went back to the present which Eobard didn't appreciate so he was fighting with Barry so I joined in to stop Reverse-Flash.

"Barry move!"

I was about to use my Banshee Cry until Reverse-Flash hit my throat hard and it was a heavy hit so I couldn't breathe much and Bar tries to get payback. I was thrown into Eddie while Wells grabbed my brother who was obviously hurt but I still couldn't breathe properly.

"After I kill you, I'm going to kill them, then I'm going to kill your father.....I always win Flash," he said.

Then, Eddie shot himself in the chest and I was in shock.

"Eddie no!" I screamed in a low voice.

"What did you do?!" Joe repeated.

Iris was crying as Eddie was slowly dying, knowing he did the right thing to save us especially Iris. We watched Eobard Thawne disappear after Eddie was no longer with us but the wormhole began to open up again.

"Iris, we have to go!" I shouted.

"I'm not leaving him!" She said.

"We have to go now.....I'm sorry," Joe said.

We all went outside and saw the singularity increasing so I looked at Barry and we both knew what we had to do.

"I'll race you," I teased a bit.

We were off to stop the singularity before it ended the world.

-Six Months Later-

I was getting ready for work when I got a call from Barry for me to help him with Jitters tonight.

"Hey....you up for dinner tonight???" Lennie asked.

"Sure but Barry needs me late tonight so we could rebuild," I said.

"You want to talk about it," Lennie suggested.

"I can't.....it's too much pain with that," I rejected.

"I understand.....gotta go meet with Lisa," he said.

"Hey.....I was looking forward to having you around," I pouted.

"I'll be back before you know it," Lennie said.

He pecked my lips and I was off to Flash Appreciation Day at the park. I was on the clock but I was able to call in sick and I went to meet with Barry so we could go to this thing together.

"Barry, let's do it," I smiled.

We left S.T.A.R. Labs and everyone from the city were loving us. Suddenly, this new meta threw something at us so I got the mayor out of the way.

"Z, I need you right now!"

I brought the mayor to safety and grabbed one of the gas tanks. Barry and I threw the gas tanks one by one until the guy left.

"That's the worker from our crime scene," Barry said.

"Tell me what the hell is going on," I said.

When we changed and went to the precinct, Barry explained everything about our Deadman.

"But, how is he alive???"

"We have no clue but we'll figure it out soon," Bar said.

"I gotta go.....Lennie's waiting for me so we can have dinner together but I'll catch up with you tomorrow," I smiled.

I went downstairs and Lennie was there, wearing his helmet and shades. I pecked his lips so we could go and have dinner together. Once we got to his unique diner, I sat down with Lennie and we ordered our food.

"So, Barry slipped up with this whole future thing.....Hazel Allen-Snart?"

I chuckled and looked away from embarrassment.

"Don't worry....it sounds sexy for you," he smirked.

"Plus, I become mayor as well in the future yet I'm not a fan of politics," I added.

"Wow.....I marry the future mayor of Central City," Lennie chuckled.

I got a call from Iris and I couldn't believe what Barry was doing.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing.....I'll take care of it later," I sighed.

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I got to S.T.A.R. Labs and punch Barry in the face.

"What was that for?!"

"The next time you want to get yourself killed, give me a heads up," I snapped.

"I got good news....dad's coming home," Barry said.

"Dad's coming home...."

I hugged him and I was so happy to hear that our father was finally coming home.