Some weeks past us and the gang became worser and worser i think tini stilk didnt found out i was i that gang which us a good thing for me..... we walked home from the studiol hand in hand her head on my shoulder i love it if she is so close to me "jorge?" She asked soft "yes love" "why didnt you told me?" She leaved me and turned to me to face me "how do you mean?" I asked where is she talking about "them" she said "whats it with them?" I asked she was talking about the gang "dont play innocent jorge! You know what i mean!" I came closer to her "no no i dont" i said a bit calm
"Do you think i would never find out?!" She screamed angry "love chill" i stroke her cheek but she turned her head "not now jorge" she said "i just dont understand why you didnt fucking told me!" She walked away and i runned after her "well what the hell had i to say?!" I asked frustrated dammed i dont know where she is talking about "YOU FUCKING WHERE IN THEIR GANG" she screamed as she turned around to me and i froze.....she knew it...but how?
"Do you seriously thought i wound find out?!" She screamed right in my face "ofcourse you thought i woudnt find out! Im just a dumb girl! Just like all those others you fucked!" Okey that hurts...... "you fucking killed peaple! You you are a monster!" I saw tears in her eyes "how would you want to keep that a secret! Immidietly that day i saw that fucking gang for the first time i looked for information what the hell they wanted you for.... but i didnt found out that they were bad but that you fucked peaple, that you killed peaple, that you are a murderer!" She cried
"Love i-" "martina! Its martina!" She said i took a step closer "martina im sorry but-" "sorrys arent enough jorge....notnow...not ever" she said with hurt in her eyes hurt that i felth too but than a million times harder "martina please let me explain" "there is nothing to explain! You killed peaple! Innicent human lives! No one can explain that and whatever you have to say i wont listen!" I grabbed her hand "martina please" "no jorge its done"
She leaved my hand and walked away "i love you" i screamed after her as she turned around "i dont believe you!" And she walked away i looked after her till she became a little spot far in the distence "but i didnt lie" i whisper to myself as my hands slip in my pockets and lower my head to walk home
"Its funny she broke up with you and you didnt break up with her" i heard a female voice...stephie.... "but now your free so you can do whatever you want" she walked to me and stood close to me "fuck me" she whispers and i look up to her "no" i said and push her aside to walk away
"Oh babe you know you want it how long ago was it?" She asked i turned around "why cant you just fucking understand i dont fucking want you with your slutty aditude!" I screamed as i walked away "jorgie dont say that! Where is the jorge from the past cuz that jorge enjoyed his life how it had too!" She screamed after me......was she right? Maybe i had to enjoy my life again like in the past.... every night a new girl..i smiled...no that wasnt bad at all.....but i cant...i love tini to mutch....but like stephie said...im free i can do whatever i like
Whatever i like that didnt sou d bad.......hmmmm maybe
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FanfictionConsider me as a piece of paper. You crumple it until it's no longer straight and beautiful. How much you try, how long you'll keep going, it will never be the same; a straight canvas. This was me. I was beaten and when he found out he tried to he...
