My Rules

chapter 14

I stood up and walked back 'it wasnt my meaning tini, but everything in my head it coudnt controll myself' he said 'i coudnt, i didnt want to believe it.... Your not only abused me but you killed my mom too...your a monster!' i screamed in hs face and he came closer
Just slap him acros the face
'dont come any nearer to me.... I dont want to see you anymore...never!' i walked out of the building were i was in

tears streaming down my face how could he?
Its easy he just wnte to kill someone
No... He listened to you!
Hey dont blame everything on me hunny he just could ignore me
Yeah and you could just shut up just like you are going to do now
Oh hunny i won-
Thank you, i grabbed my headphones and did the song warrior on from demi lovato and walked to school....

When i came there i saw jorge when he saw me he walkes to me i wanted to turnaround but he stopped me 'whats wrong?' he asked 'nothing' i said trying to walk away but he did hs hands on my waist to keep me on the place were i was 'martina you are hoing to tell it me now' he said strikt and i looked up at him 'i been to my dad...' i began 'thats a good thing right? To see him again or did he do things to you?' he looked at me but i shook my head 'im fine.... Well he didnt hurt me but my heart..' i said as jorge looked worried at me 'he really did it jorge..'i said breaking down 'he killed my mom'i whispered so only he could here it his eyes got wide open and i cried he did his arms around me and hugged me tight 'beautifull....'he said but he didnt found any words 'you want to know something?'he asked stroking my hair while i qas close to him 'i know a girl... She is beautifull smart and strong... She suvived so mutch that even a boy who is her boyfriend doesnt know how he has to be the strong and big one if the girl does so mutch...' i got silence to listen to him 'and now she is here... Crying feeling weak in the arms of the boy...who doesnt know what to say, so he just start to say un usefull things...hoping that everything would come fine...'i looked up and saw that leon was looking at something in the hall 'wats wrong?' i asked as he looked down with a smile 'that i love you' he said 'is that wrong?' he shook his head 'not at all' i came out his arms and the bell rang 'common we have to go' he said as he whiped the tears away

After some lessons witch wasnt intresting at all we had pause... Jorge,mechi,facu and me walked to the cantine since.lodo and cande got out they took their boyfriends too... So here we are! The 4 of us! We walked to our usual spot and sat down 'so how does it go with your dad?' mechi asked i think i shoedntvtell thrm....but i already lost 4 friends on that... 'well he said to me he killed mom because of a patetic voice in his head'i said loking at my lap...somethimes that thing is so intresting
You seriously have to look up to see their faces
I looked up and saw my friends all look sad at me... 'yeah.....i know..' i said jorge pulled me on his lap and kissed me on top of my head 'patetic voice huh?' he asked and i nod 'its a voice that talks to you in your head verry annoying'i said as he nodded 'how do you know it is annoying?' facu asked shit..... 'i ehhmmmm....' what can i say??? 'my father said it was....verry anoying...and....dangerous....' i said and they just nod

It was the end of the school day and i walked home with jorge han in hand our fingers interwined 'you dont have that voice right?' 'ehh.....no...why your asking?' i asked nervous 'just a question
You lied to him
I ignore you
But thats impossible
Everything is imposible
I wont let you go away like last time!
Sad for you
'well well well...' i looked up and saw just that person i didnt want to see....