I know, I know
again a new half chapter
just did that because:
I'm way to lazy to make this chapter three and change all the chapter names
and the other chapter got too long other wise
so be welcome to this chapter!
Tok tok
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"who said you was fine?" she asked as she trowed the fifth cotton pad with make up remover away as I looked up in the mirror to see my ugly face again. I took a step closer to the mirror and leaned foreward to have a better sight on my face.
I brought my hand up and touched a bruise, pain shot trough me as my finger collided with the blue spot, but I didnt show anything. I'm not weak, I have to be strong for dad
"this one is new" I whispered as I studdied the rest of my face too "I never knew it was like this" I said "Its so ugly" i got pulled away from the mirror
"we are going to fix this" I looked to the mirror again, its so horrible
"I never took the time to look at it" i said "because they reminded me of what happened before" I looked at Joice again "I never looked really at myself" I lowered my gaze to the ground "he was right" I whispered
"hunny, look at me" I heard Joice's voice plead as I slowly looked up
"I dont know what he said, but its not the truth, okey?" she asked as I slowly nodded, not totally shure if I had to believe her. I mean she coudnt mean it, she doesnt know me
"how do you know?" I asked as a small smile drooped on her lips
"because I'm a mother" she tugged some pieces hair behind my ear "now sweety, I think its time to clean up those ugly wounds" I nodded
"what are you going to do?" I asked as she grabbed a first aid kit and a cottonpad
"well hunny, we have to clean that one deeply" she said pointing to my chin and I immidietly knew what she ment. On my chin was a big wound from all the times he trowed me against the table. Foundation was stuck in it because it was an open wound and I covered it everytime up with foundation.
she put some betadine on the pad and started to put it on my chin as I flinched "sorry, hunny but it had to happen once" I nodded as she got on with cleaning it carefully.
After atleast 20 minutes we finally made the last wound clean as she smiled to me "you are a strong girl" she said as I smiled back "Jorge always screamed when I cleaned a wound on his knee after he fell from his skateboard" I giggled
"that's sort of cute" I said as she winked
"that is cute, hunny" I giggled again "now you can go downstairs, you're releaced from the betadine and cottonpads" she laughed as I strolled out of the bathroom
I stood infront of the door to the door to the living room as I lowered my head, hiding my face into my hair
"oh hey, Tini" I heard the voice of Jorge fill the room
"hey" I said quietly back as I took a step in the living room
"so how is your face?" he asked as he paused hi sgame he was playing on the playstation
"its ugly" I said as he chuckled
"cant be that bad" he stood up and walked to me as I tried to hide my face even more in my hair "are you going to hide forever in your hair?" he asked
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